CHAPTER 21.
DR. SEWARD'S DIARY 3 October.--Let me put down with exactness
all that happened, as well as I can remember, since last I made an entry.
Not a detail that I can recall must be forgotten. In all calmness I must proceed.
When I came to Renfield's room I found him lying on the floor on his left side in a
glittering pool of blood. When I went to move him, it became at once
apparent that he had received some terrible injuries. There seemed none of the unity of purpose
between the parts of the body which marks even lethargic sanity. As the face was exposed I could see that it
was horribly bruised, as though it had been beaten against the floor.
Indeed it was from the face wounds that the pool of blood originated. The attendant who was kneeling beside the
body said to me as we turned him over, "I think, sir, his back is broken.
See, both his right arm and leg and the whole side of his face are paralysed." How such a thing could have happened
puzzled the attendant beyond measure. He seemed quite bewildered, and his brows
were gathered in as he said, "I can't understand the two things. He could mark his face like that by beating
his own head on the floor. I saw a young woman do it once at the
Eversfield Asylum before anyone could lay hands on her. And I suppose he might have broken his neck
by falling out of bed, if he got in an awkward kink.
But for the life of me I can't imagine how the two things occurred. If his back was broke, he couldn't beat his
head, and if his face was like that before the fall out of bed, there would be marks
of it." I said to him, "Go to Dr. Van Helsing, and
ask him to kindly come here at once. I want him without an instant's delay." The man ran off, and within a few minutes
the Professor, in his dressing gown and slippers, appeared. When he saw Renfield on the ground, he
looked keenly at him a moment, and then turned to me. I think he recognized my thought in my
eyes, for he said very quietly, manifestly for the ears of the attendant, "Ah, a sad
accident! He will need very careful watching, and
much attention. I shall stay with you myself, but I shall
first dress myself. If you will remain I shall in a few minutes
join you." The patient was now breathing stertorously
and it was easy to see that he had suffered some terrible injury. Van Helsing returned with extraordinary
celerity, bearing with him a surgical case. He had evidently been thinking and had his
mind made up, for almost before he looked at the patient, he whispered to me, "Send
the attendant away. We must be alone with him when he becomes
conscious, after the operation." I said, "I think that will do now, Simmons.
We have done all that we can at present. You had better go your round, and Dr. Van
Helsing will operate. Let me know instantly if there be anything
unusual anywhere." The man withdrew, and we went into a strict
examination of the patient. The wounds of the face were superficial. The real injury was a depressed fracture of
the skull, extending right up through the motor area. The Professor thought a moment and said,
"We must reduce the pressure and get back to normal conditions, as far as can be.
The rapidity of the suffusion shows the terrible nature of his injury. The whole motor area seems affected.
The suffusion of the brain will increase quickly, so we must trephine at once or it
may be too late." As he was speaking there was a soft tapping
at the door. I went over and opened it and found in the
corridor without, Arthur and Quincey in pajamas and slippers; the former spoke, "I
heard your man call up Dr. Van Helsing and tell him of an accident. So I woke Quincey or rather called for him
as he was not asleep. Things are moving too quickly and too
strangely for sound sleep for any of us these times. I've been thinking that tomorrow night will
not see things as they have been. We'll have to look back, and forward a
little more than we have done. May we come in?" I nodded, and held the door open till they
had entered, then I closed it again. When Quincey saw the attitude and state of
the patient, and noted the horrible pool on the floor, he said softly, "My God! What
has happened to him? Poor, poor devil!" I told him briefly, and added that we
expected he would recover consciousness after the operation, for a short time, at
all events. He went at once and sat down on the edge of
the bed, with Godalming beside him. We all watched in patience. "We shall wait," said Van Helsing, "just
long enough to fix the best spot for trephining, so that we may most quickly and
perfectly remove the blood clot, for it is evident that the haemorrhage is
increasing." The minutes during which we waited passed
with fearful slowness. I had a horrible sinking in my heart, and
from Van Helsing's face I gathered that he felt some fear or apprehension as to what
was to come. I dreaded the words Renfield might speak. I was positively afraid to think.
But the conviction of what was coming was on me, as I have read of men who have heard
the death watch. The poor man's breathing came in uncertain
gasps. Each instant he seemed as though he would
open his eyes and speak, but then would follow a prolonged stertorous breath, and
he would relapse into a more fixed insensibility. Inured as I was to sick beds and death,
this suspense grew and grew upon me. I could almost hear the beating of my own
heart, and the blood surging through my temples sounded like blows from a hammer. The silence finally became agonizing.
I looked at my companions, one after another, and saw from their flushed faces
and damp brows that they were enduring equal torture. There was a nervous suspense over us all,
as though overhead some dread bell would peal out powerfully when we should least
expect it. At last there came a time when it was
evident that the patient was sinking fast. He might die at any moment.
I looked up at the Professor and caught his eyes fixed on mine. His face was sternly set as he spoke,
"There is no time to lose. His words may be worth many lives.
I have been thinking so, as I stood here. It may be there is a soul at stake! We shall operate just above the ear."
Without another word he made the operation. For a few moments the breathing continued
to be stertorous. Then there came a breath so prolonged that
it seemed as though it would tear open his chest.
Suddenly his eyes opened, and became fixed in a wild, helpless stare. This was continued for a few moments, then
it was softened into a glad surprise, and from his lips came a sigh of relief.
He moved convulsively, and as he did so, said, "I'll be quiet, Doctor. Tell them to take off the strait waistcoat.
I have had a terrible dream, and it has left me so weak that I cannot move.
What's wrong with my face? It feels all swollen, and it smarts
dreadfully." He tried to turn his head, but even with
the effort his eyes seemed to grow glassy again so I gently put it back. Then Van Helsing said in a quiet grave
tone, "Tell us your dream, Mr. Renfield." As he heard the voice his face brightened,
through its mutilation, and he said, "That is Dr. Van Helsing. How good it is of you to be here.
Give me some water, my lips are dry, and I shall try to tell you.
I dreamed..." He stopped and seemed fainting. I called quietly to Quincey, "The brandy,
it is in my study, quick!" He flew and returned with a glass, the
decanter of brandy and a carafe of water. We moistened the parched lips, and the
patient quickly revived. It seemed, however, that his poor injured
brain had been working in the interval, for when he was quite conscious, he looked at
me piercingly with an agonized confusion which I shall never forget, and said, "I
must not deceive myself. It was no dream, but all a grim reality."
Then his eyes roved round the room. As they caught sight of the two figures
sitting patiently on the edge of the bed he went on, "If I were not sure already, I
would know from them." For an instant his eyes closed, not with
pain or sleep but voluntarily, as though he were bringing all his faculties to bear. When he opened them he said, hurriedly, and
with more energy than he had yet displayed, "Quick, Doctor, quick, I am dying!
I feel that I have but a few minutes, and then I must go back to death, or worse! Wet my lips with brandy again.
I have something that I must say before I die.
Or before my poor crushed brain dies anyhow. Thank you!
It was that night after you left me, when I implored you to let me go away.
I couldn't speak then, for I felt my tongue was tied. But I was as sane then, except in that way,
as I am now. I was in an agony of despair for a long
time after you left me, it seemed hours. Then there came a sudden peace to me. My brain seemed to become cool again, and I
realized where I was. I heard the dogs bark behind our house, but
not where He was!" As he spoke, Van Helsing's eyes never
blinked, but his hand came out and met mine and gripped it hard.
He did not, however, betray himself. He nodded slightly and said, "Go on," in a
low voice. Renfield proceeded. "He came up to the window in the mist, as I
had seen him often before, but he was solid then, not a ghost, and his eyes were fierce
like a man's when angry. He was laughing with his red mouth, the
sharp white teeth glinted in the moonlight when he turned to look back over the belt
of trees, to where the dogs were barking. I wouldn't ask him to come in at first,
though I knew he wanted to, just as he had wanted all along.
Then he began promising me things, not in words but by doing them." He was interrupted by a word from the
Professor, "How?" "By making them happen.
Just as he used to send in the flies when the sun was shining. Great big fat ones with steel and sapphire
on their wings. And big moths, in the night, with skull and
cross-bones on their backs." Van Helsing nodded to him as he whispered
to me unconsciously, "The Acherontia Atropos of the Sphinges, what you call the
'Death's-head Moth'?" The patient went on without stopping, "Then
he began to whisper. 'Rats, rats, rats!
Hundreds, thousands, millions of them, and every one a life. And dogs to eat them, and cats too.
All lives! All red blood, with years of life in it,
and not merely buzzing flies!' I laughed at him, for I wanted to see what
he could do. Then the dogs howled, away beyond the dark
trees in His house. He beckoned me to the window. I got up and looked out, and He raised his
hands, and seemed to call out without using any words.
A dark mass spread over the grass, coming on like the shape of a flame of fire. And then He moved the mist to the right and
left, and I could see that there were thousands of rats with their eyes blazing
red, like His only smaller. He held up his hand, and they all stopped,
and I thought he seemed to be saying, 'All these lives will I give you, ay, and many
more and greater, through countless ages, if you will fall down and worship me!' And then a red cloud, like the colour of
blood, seemed to close over my eyes, and before I knew what I was doing, I found
myself opening the sash and saying to Him, 'Come in, Lord and Master!' The rats were all gone, but He slid into
the room through the sash, though it was only open an inch wide, just as the Moon
herself has often come in through the tiniest crack and has stood before me in
all her size and splendour." His voice was weaker, so I moistened his
lips with the brandy again, and he continued, but it seemed as though his
memory had gone on working in the interval for his story was further advanced. I was about to call him back to the point,
but Van Helsing whispered to me, "Let him go on.
Do not interrupt him. He cannot go back, and maybe could not
proceed at all if once he lost the thread of his thought." He proceeded, "All day I waited to hear
from him, but he did not send me anything, not even a blowfly, and when the moon got
up I was pretty angry with him. When he did slide in through the window,
though it was shut, and did not even knock, I got mad with him. He sneered at me, and his white face looked
out of the mist with his red eyes gleaming, and he went on as though he owned the whole
place, and I was no one. He didn't even smell the same as he went by
me. I couldn't hold him.
I thought that, somehow, Mrs. Harker had come into the room." The two men sitting on the bed stood up and
came over, standing behind him so that he could not see them, but where they could
hear better. They were both silent, but the Professor
started and quivered. His face, however, grew grimmer and sterner
still. Renfield went on without noticing, "When
Mrs. Harker came in to see me this afternoon she wasn't the same.
It was like tea after the teapot has been watered." Here we all moved, but no one said a word.
He went on, "I didn't know that she was here till she spoke, and she didn't look
the same. I don't care for the pale people. I like them with lots of blood in them, and
hers all seemed to have run out. I didn't think of it at the time, but when
she went away I began to think, and it made me mad to know that He had been taking the
life out of her." I could feel that the rest quivered, as I
did; but we remained otherwise still. "So when He came tonight I was ready for
Him. I saw the mist stealing in, and I grabbed
it tight. I had heard that madmen have unnatural
strength. And as I knew I was a madman, at times
anyhow, I resolved to use my power. Ay, and He felt it too, for He had to come
out of the mist to struggle with me. I held tight, and I thought I was going to
win, for I didn't mean Him to take any more of her life, till I saw His eyes.
They burned into me, and my strength became like water. He slipped through it, and when I tried to
cling to Him, He raised me up and flung me down. There was a red cloud before me, and a
noise like thunder, and the mist seemed to steal away under the door."
His voice was becoming fainter and his breath more stertorous. Van Helsing stood up instinctively.
"We know the worst now," he said. "He is here, and we know his purpose.
It may not be too late. Let us be armed, the same as we were the
other night, but lose no time, there is not an instant to spare." There was no need to put our fear, nay our
conviction, into words, we shared them in common. We all hurried and took from our rooms the
same things that we had when we entered the Count's house. The Professor had his ready, and as we met
in the corridor he pointed to them significantly as he said, "They never leave
me, and they shall not till this unhappy business is over. Be wise also, my friends.
It is no common enemy that we deal with Alas!
Alas! That dear Madam Mina should suffer!" He stopped, his voice was breaking, and I
do not know if rage or terror predominated in my own heart.
Outside the Harkers' door we paused. Art and Quincey held back, and the latter
said, "Should we disturb her?" "We must," said Van Helsing grimly.
"If the door be locked, I shall break it in." "May it not frighten her terribly?
It is unusual to break into a lady's room!" Van Helsing said solemnly, "You are always
right. But this is life and death. All chambers are alike to the doctor.
And even were they not they are all as one to me tonight. Friend John, when I turn the handle, if the
door does not open, do you put your shoulder down and shove; and you too, my
friends. Now!" He turned the handle as he spoke, but the
door did not yield. We threw ourselves against it.
With a crash it burst open, and we almost fell headlong into the room. The Professor did actually fall, and I saw
across him as he gathered himself up from hands and knees.
What I saw appalled me. I felt my hair rise like bristles on the
back of my neck, and my heart seemed to stand still. The moonlight was so bright that through
the thick yellow blind the room was light enough to see. On the bed beside the window lay Jonathan
Harker, his face flushed and breathing heavily as though in a stupor. Kneeling on the near edge of the bed facing
outwards was the white-clad figure of his wife.
By her side stood a tall, thin man, clad in black. His face was turned from us, but the
instant we saw we all recognized the Count, in every way, even to the scar on his
forehead. With his left hand he held both Mrs.
Harker's hands, keeping them away with her arms at full tension. His right hand gripped her by the back of
the neck, forcing her face down on his bosom. Her white nightdress was smeared with
blood, and a thin stream trickled down the man's bare chest which was shown by his
torn-open dress. The attitude of the two had a terrible
resemblance to a child forcing a kitten's nose into a saucer of milk to compel it to
drink. As we burst into the room, the Count turned
his face, and the hellish look that I had heard described seemed to leap into it.
His eyes flamed red with devilish passion. The great nostrils of the white aquiline
nose opened wide and quivered at the edge, and the white sharp teeth, behind the full
lips of the blood dripping mouth, clamped together like those of a wild beast. With a wrench, which threw his victim back
upon the bed as though hurled from a height, he turned and sprang at us. But by this time the Professor had gained
his feet, and was holding towards him the envelope which contained the Sacred Wafer. The Count suddenly stopped, just as poor
Lucy had done outside the tomb, and cowered back.
Further and further back he cowered, as we, lifting our crucifixes, advanced. The moonlight suddenly failed, as a great
black cloud sailed across the sky. And when the gaslight sprang up under
Quincey's match, we saw nothing but a faint vapour. This, as we looked, trailed under the door,
which with the recoil from its bursting open, had swung back to its old position. Van Helsing, Art, and I moved forward to
Mrs. Harker, who by this time had drawn her breath and with it had given a scream so
wild, so ear-piercing, so despairing that it seems to me now that it will ring in my
ears till my dying day. For a few seconds she lay in her helpless
attitude and disarray. Her face was ghastly, with a pallor which
was accentuated by the blood which smeared her lips and cheeks and chin.
From her throat trickled a thin stream of blood. Her eyes were mad with terror. Then she put before her face her poor
crushed hands, which bore on their whiteness the red mark of the Count's
terrible grip, and from behind them came a low desolate wail which made the terrible scream seem only the quick expression of an
endless grief. Van Helsing stepped forward and drew the
coverlet gently over her body, whilst Art, after looking at her face for an instant
despairingly, ran out of the room. Van Helsing whispered to me, "Jonathan is
in a stupor such as we know the Vampire can produce.
We can do nothing with poor Madam Mina for a few moments till she recovers herself. I must wake him!" He dipped the end of a towel in cold water
and with it began to flick him on the face, his wife all the while holding her face
between her hands and sobbing in a way that was heart breaking to hear. I raised the blind, and looked out of the
window. There was much moonshine, and as I looked I
could see Quincey Morris run across the lawn and hide himself in the shadow of a
great yew tree. It puzzled me to think why he was doing
this. But at the instant I heard Harker's quick
exclamation as he woke to partial consciousness, and turned to the bed. On his face, as there might well be, was a
look of wild amazement. He seemed dazed for a few seconds, and then
full consciousness seemed to burst upon him all at once, and he started up. His wife was aroused by the quick movement,
and turned to him with her arms stretched out, as though to embrace him. Instantly, however, she drew them in again,
and putting her elbows together, held her hands before her face, and shuddered till
the bed beneath her shook. "In God's name what does this mean?" Harker cried out.
"Dr. Seward, Dr. Van Helsing, what is it? What has happened?
What is wrong? Mina, dear what is it? What does that blood mean?
My God, my God! Has it come to this!"
And, raising himself to his knees, he beat his hands wildly together. "Good God help us!
Help her! Oh, help her!" With a quick movement he jumped from bed,
and began to pull on his clothes, all the man in him awake at the need for instant
exertion. "What has happened? Tell me all about it!" he cried without
pausing. "Dr. Van Helsing, you love Mina, I know.
Oh, do something to save her. It cannot have gone too far yet. Guard her while I look for him!"
His wife, through her terror and horror and distress, saw some sure danger to him.
Instantly forgetting her own grief, she seized hold of him and cried out. "No! No! Jonathan, you must not leave me.
I have suffered enough tonight, God knows, without the dread of his harming you.
You must stay with me. Stay with these friends who will watch over
you!" Her expression became frantic as she spoke. And, he yielding to her, she pulled him
down sitting on the bedside, and clung to him fiercely.
Van Helsing and I tried to calm them both. The Professor held up his golden crucifix,
and said with wonderful calmness, "Do not fear, my dear.
We are here, and whilst this is close to you no foul thing can approach. You are safe for tonight, and we must be
calm and take counsel together." She shuddered and was silent, holding down
her head on her husband's breast. When she raised it, his white nightrobe was
stained with blood where her lips had touched, and where the thin open wound in
the neck had sent forth drops. The instant she saw it she drew back, with
a low wail, and whispered, amidst choking sobs.
"Unclean, unclean! I must touch him or kiss him no more. Oh, that it should be that it is I who am
now his worst enemy, and whom he may have most cause to fear."
To this he spoke out resolutely, "Nonsense, Mina. It is a shame to me to hear such a word.
I would not hear it of you. And I shall not hear it from you. May God judge me by my deserts, and punish
me with more bitter suffering than even this hour, if by any act or will of mine
anything ever come between us!" He put out his arms and folded her to his
breast. And for a while she lay there sobbing. He looked at us over her bowed head, with
eyes that blinked damply above his quivering nostrils.
His mouth was set as steel. After a while her sobs became less frequent
and more faint, and then he said to me, speaking with a studied calmness which I
felt tried his nervous power to the utmost. "And now, Dr. Seward, tell me all about it. Too well I know the broad fact.
Tell me all that has been." I told him exactly what had happened and he
listened with seeming impassiveness, but his nostrils twitched and his eyes blazed
as I told how the ruthless hands of the Count had held his wife in that terrible and horrid position, with her mouth to the
open wound in his breast. It interested me, even at that moment, to
see that whilst the face of white set passion worked convulsively over the bowed
head, the hands tenderly and lovingly stroked the ruffled hair. Just as I had finished, Quincey and
Godalming knocked at the door. They entered in obedience to our summons.
Van Helsing looked at me questioningly. I understood him to mean if we were to take
advantage of their coming to divert if possible the thoughts of the unhappy
husband and wife from each other and from themselves. So on nodding acquiescence to him he asked
them what they had seen or done. To which Lord Godalming answered.
"I could not see him anywhere in the passage, or in any of our rooms. I looked in the study but, though he had
been there, he had gone. He had, however..."
He stopped suddenly, looking at the poor drooping figure on the bed. Van Helsing said gravely, "Go on, friend
Arthur. We want here no more concealments.
Our hope now is in knowing all. Tell freely!" So Art went on, "He had been there, and
though it could only have been for a few seconds, he made rare hay of the place. All the manuscript had been burned, and the
blue flames were flickering amongst the white ashes. The cylinders of your phonograph too were
thrown on the fire, and the wax had helped the flames."
Here I interrupted. "Thank God there is the other copy in the
safe!" His face lit for a moment, but fell again
as he went on. "I ran downstairs then, but could see no
sign of him. I looked into Renfield's room, but there
was no trace there except..." Again he paused. "Go on," said Harker hoarsely.
So he bowed his head and moistening his lips with his tongue, added, "except that
the poor fellow is dead." Mrs. Harker raised her head, looking from
one to the other of us she said solemnly, "God's will be done!"
I could not but feel that Art was keeping back something. But, as I took it that it was with a
purpose, I said nothing. Van Helsing turned to Morris and asked,
"And you, friend Quincey, have you any to tell?" "A little," he answered.
"It may be much eventually, but at present I can't say.
I thought it well to know if possible where the Count would go when he left the house. I did not see him, but I saw a bat rise
from Renfield's window, and flap westward. I expected to see him in some shape go back
to Carfax, but he evidently sought some other lair. He will not be back tonight, for the sky is
reddening in the east, and the dawn is close.
We must work tomorrow!" He said the latter words through his shut
teeth. For a space of perhaps a couple of minutes
there was silence, and I could fancy that I could hear the sound of our hearts beating. Then Van Helsing said, placing his hand
tenderly on Mrs. Harker's head, "And now, Madam Mina, poor dear, dear, Madam Mina,
tell us exactly what happened. God knows that I do not want that you be
pained, but it is need that we know all. For now more than ever has all work to be
done quick and sharp, and in deadly earnest. The day is close to us that must end all,
if it may be so, and now is the chance that we may live and learn." The poor dear lady shivered, and I could
see the tension of her nerves as she clasped her husband closer to her and bent
her head lower and lower still on his breast. Then she raised her head proudly, and held
out one hand to Van Helsing who took it in his, and after stooping and kissing it
reverently, held it fast. The other hand was locked in that of her
husband, who held his other arm thrown round her protectingly.
After a pause in which she was evidently ordering her thoughts, she began. "I took the sleeping draught which you had
so kindly given me, but for a long time it did not act. I seemed to become more wakeful, and
myriads of horrible fancies began to crowd in upon my mind. All of them connected with death, and
vampires, with blood, and pain, and trouble." Her husband involuntarily groaned as she
turned to him and said lovingly, "Do not fret, dear.
You must be brave and strong, and help me through the horrible task. If you only knew what an effort it is to me
to tell of this fearful thing at all, you would understand how much I need your help. Well, I saw I must try to help the medicine
to its work with my will, if it was to do me any good, so I resolutely set myself to
sleep. Sure enough sleep must soon have come to
me, for I remember no more. Jonathan coming in had not waked me, for he
lay by my side when next I remember. There was in the room the same thin white
mist that I had before noticed. But I forget now if you know of this.
You will find it in my diary which I shall show you later. I felt the same vague terror which had come
to me before and the same sense of some presence. I turned to wake Jonathan, but found that
he slept so soundly that it seemed as if it was he who had taken the sleeping draught,
and not I. I tried, but I could not wake him. This caused me a great fear, and I looked
around terrified. Then indeed, my heart sank within me. Beside the bed, as if he had stepped out of
the mist, or rather as if the mist had turned into his figure, for it had entirely
disappeared, stood a tall, thin man, all in black. I knew him at once from the description of
the others. The waxen face, the high aquiline nose, on
which the light fell in a thin white line, the parted red lips, with the sharp white
teeth showing between, and the red eyes that I had seemed to see in the sunset on
the windows of St. Mary's Church at Whitby. I knew, too, the red scar on his forehead
where Jonathan had struck him. For an instant my heart stood still, and I
would have screamed out, only that I was paralyzed. In the pause he spoke in a sort of keen,
cutting whisper, pointing as he spoke to Jonathan.
"'Silence! If you make a sound I shall take him and
dash his brains out before your very eyes.' I was appalled and was too bewildered to do
or say anything. With a mocking smile, he placed one hand
upon my shoulder and, holding me tight, bared my throat with the other, saying as
he did so, 'First, a little refreshment to reward my exertions. You may as well be quiet.
It is not the first time, or the second, that your veins have appeased my thirst!'
I was bewildered, and strangely enough, I did not want to hinder him. I suppose it is a part of the horrible
curse that such is, when his touch is on his victim.
And oh, my God, my God, pity me! He placed his reeking lips upon my throat!" Her husband groaned again.
She clasped his hand harder, and looked at him pityingly, as if he were the injured
one, and went on. "I felt my strength fading away, and I was
in a half swoon. How long this horrible thing lasted I know
not, but it seemed that a long time must have passed before he took his foul, awful,
sneering mouth away. I saw it drip with the fresh blood!" The remembrance seemed for a while to
overpower her, and she drooped and would have sunk down but for her husband's
sustaining arm. With a great effort she recovered herself
and went on. "Then he spoke to me mockingly, 'And so
you, like the others, would play your brains against mine. You would help these men to hunt me and
frustrate me in my design! You know now, and they know in part
already, and will know in full before long, what it is to cross my path. They should have kept their energies for
use closer to home. Whilst they played wits against me, against
me who commanded nations, and intrigued for them, and fought for them, hundreds of
years before they were born, I was countermining them. And you, their best beloved one, are now to
me, flesh of my flesh, blood of my blood, kin of my kin, my bountiful wine-press for
a while, and shall be later on my companion and my helper. You shall be avenged in turn, for not one
of them but shall minister to your needs. But as yet you are to be punished for what
you have done. You have aided in thwarting me. Now you shall come to my call.
When my brain says "Come!" to you, you shall cross land or sea to do my bidding.
And to that end this!' "With that he pulled open his shirt, and
with his long sharp nails opened a vein in his breast. When the blood began to spurt out, he took
my hands in one of his, holding them tight, and with the other seized my neck and
pressed my mouth to the wound, so that I must either suffocate or swallow some to
the... Oh, my God!
My God! What have I done? What have I done to deserve such a fate, I
who have tried to walk in meekness and righteousness all my days.
God pity me! Look down on a poor soul in worse than
mortal peril. And in mercy pity those to whom she is
dear!" Then she began to rub her lips as though to
cleanse them from pollution. As she was telling her terrible story, the
eastern sky began to quicken, and everything became more and more clear. Harker was still and quiet; but over his
face, as the awful narrative went on, came a grey look which deepened and deepened in
the morning light, till when the first red streak of the coming dawn shot up, the flesh stood darkly out against the
whitening hair. We have arranged that one of us is to stay
within call of the unhappy pair till we can meet together and arrange about taking
action. Of this I am sure. The sun rises today on no more miserable
house in all the great round of its daily course.
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