Adam Sandler's Nerves Before His Netflix Special

then when Netflix said they want to do a live special with me at first I was like that I don't want to do that and I said no I told my manager I was like no I I called her on the phone I was like why I don't want to do that yeah and then I was driving home like why are you scared to do that I was like as I was driving home I was like thinking and then I when I got home I called her back go don't say no yet I go let me think about it wow yeah yeah yeah I've had that feelings yeah and then the next day I said all right I'm going to do it and she's like you sure I go yeah yeah I'm do it cuz I'm scared of it that's ballsy man I was [ __ ] terrified of it of course I I I I'm I'm I'm scared thinking about doing I would I would never [ __ ] do it but but uh you killed it you killed it you were loose you were rolling you crushed well I did that set in order for three weeks straight right so I had it locked in for three weeks I didn't do any no which I always around but there was no around no deviation for weeks you were you were steady exactly I also wrote all the bits out by hand I wrote them all out even the ones I already knew I wrote them all out I wrote all the transitions out I listen to recordings I watched videos I beat myself into the ground I overprepared right right right so that when I got up there there was no what is next what is next there was no thought about