Michelle White | Workshop Testimony

my H ex-husband and I were going through such a difficult time and he abandoned us so I was his God I was his Savior and uh and all of that time you know that I was feeling that way when I totally surrender my will to God and I said I have no more vote I've made a mockery in my life and I Surrender and he said you know God forgave me and all that but the one thing that he said to me he said I you to dedicate your son back to me because he knew that that was Aon hold on me cuz I was thinking I was everything for you you know when I've done that but I think my problem is is like told my husband it's almost like honey let me tell you I love my husband he's an amazing I'm lucky I'm bless whatever he's amazing but I'm telling you nobody my heart like my children so let me finish so that's where let me finish so through my life through my son's life and our lives together he has done some crazy things and I like oh my God and God reminds me did I bring him forth through you he belongs to me I got it and it frees me of getting out of the position of him being in the right position with god well the next level is your grandbaby because it's that's like okay I give my daughter to you but my grandbaby I know her mama let me say this and