Whitney and Taylor Share Secrets | The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives | Hulu

hi hi come on in oh my gosh you look so cute you look not hello hello guys okay so what's going on Whitney did you say you had something you want to talk about um yeah there is I really want this mom talk group to survive it's my life right now it's it's what makes me happy I look forward to it these are my girls I want to do anything and everything I can to keep this group going I don't want there to be any more secrets between us I don't want another Scandal so I'm ready to tell the truth oh oh I'm anxious I'm I'm anxious there's no way I'm going to do this there was a rumor that Connor was on Tinder I don't know if you guys remember that rumor of course you do and I lied about it because I was embarrassed I didn't even know it was true until I confronted Connor and I went to him like like look at this joke there was more to that he had been struggling with a porn addiction and I didn't want to say anything I didn't I didn't want to come out because I just feel like there's a whole story you know there's a reason why people do certain things and I think he was just confused I literally said I was like this does not happen to me like this isn't something that happens to me I literally haven't told anyone it's just something that we're working through can I ask did it go further than Tinder no it he never met up with anybody um how long had it been going on like our whole marriage my first reaction to hearing about Whitney and Connor J on the floor and is he talking to these girls yeah like fullon conversations with women and pictures and all of this stuff so they were sending nude photos yeah Connor was too as well yeah life can be really sticky and complicated but no matter what you're going through we have this mom talk group to lean on and use as a support system and right now Whitney's needing us and we need to be there for her makes me feel like like my whole marriage was just like a lie yeah that's hard I could see why with porn it makes a little more sense okay he's confused sexually but with Tinder I feel like it's different how do you know he didn't he's just telling you he didn't meet up with or how do you know I guess you don't by word okay yeah you know yeah I guess I just hope that yeah like you don't look at Connor differently if you guys can look past my stuff Connor's okay okay Gorge just here is to support you no matter what yeah yeah I originally said to everyone that I had left because of all the mom talk drama like I felt like I couldn't go anywhere but honestly like we left because I just wanted to get away wanted to get away from everything cuz I wanted to just think for myself and everything so I'm sorry because that wasn't the reason holy I would say I am like the scape coat for why Whitney move to Hawaii I've just been lied to all summer like what the hell I'd rather have a mean as a friend than a freaking fake you know nice girl it's like using people so I have news what's the news cuz I feel like there's like some tension going on no I just am I'm super overwhelmed with like everything um yeah I've been pregnant for like I would say 4 weeks oh wait wait wait wait it's not good because like I I'm pretty sure I miscarried so I'm I'm going to the hospital every other day because like they have to like draw blood because I either miscarried cuz I had a ton of blood I was like freaking out and calling my doctor and they're like we're pretty sure you like miscarried then or I have an ectopic pregnancy so basically the baby won't like survive you know that for sure an ectopic it's no matter what who has one like it won't survive what does that mean as it grows it'll burst your fallopian tubes it's been like depressing what the actual Taylor what the hell are you doing immediately right after after sharing this trauma that's happening to me you immediately talk about something traumatic that's going on in your life how does Dakota feel about it he was super sad cuz he was super excited we're like wo let's do this we were like we accepted it are you like going to be more careful moving forward I am very like just everywhere every day people talk say what they want to W but I'mma do my thing how I want to yeah told do we have reservations or what I don't know did you make them mhm I did actually you didn't you're lying so we're just hoping to get in be like I'm the swinger mom on Tik Tok you give me a table Taylor don't say that Dakota and I didn't expect to get pregnant let alone have a miscarriage at this time I feel like we're just wanting to move on and work on a relationship both of our pasts we have very I feel like messy pasts he wants me to be a better person and that's why I really like him because he wants to do more wholesome things together and I like [Music] that I can't believe I'm with you so crazy sliding in my DM okay all right okay I did one slide little bit later little DM comes in who's it from Taylor Frankie Paul what did you say you look like Jake jhaal holy hell you're so pretty I feel the same I'm like how did I get this guy I would never share you with anybody your sharing Days Are Over time you want to marry me I want to marry you wait really been freaking obsessed with you with like church do you want to be married in the temple still or is that like something you want or my answer would be I don't want it I don't follow the rules and that's a given like when I came back to the church like there like very like higher powerered God moments for me that were like saving my life like even being in recovery right like just like turn like like turn everything to God yeah obviously with my past I can't be with you if you want to like party unfortunately for me it's life or death I mean don't get me wrong I about all of it I'm just going to be honest makes me sad be like oh I can never drink again like I'm like that sucks for me you know it's just something I enjoy and in moderation like a drink out with my friends I get where you're coming from with that I just know what I want in my future and it's not any of that yes in the mom T group like his hearty oh my gosh I don't know how I find these men that don't like drinking because like I like drinking so I feel like it might be an issue actually to be honest let's get out of here I won't lie no I'm drinking like tonight I'm getting I'm getting effed up oh I want to no thank you I love you for din