[Music] jwes Jordan cries after finding out somebody trademarked his phrase this this merch Situation's like really like me up like like I've just invested so much money and time into this and I feel like I did it wrong like I feel like I didn't try hard enough and like like I wanted this to like do so much for like my family and like provide for my transition and like I just feel like I dropped the ball like I feel like I up and like someone else has know and I like don't even know what I could have done better cuz like I didn't have the resources and I'm just like sitting in bed just like feeling so bad about all of this you see how I do my makeup for work very demure very mindful I don't come to work with a green cut crease don't look like a clown when I go to work I don't do too much I'm very mindful while I'm at work see how I look very presentable the way I came to to the interview is the way I go to the job a lot of you girls go to the interview looking like March Simpson and go to the job looking like Patty and Selma not deure I'm very modest I'm very mindful you see my shirt make sure to like comment and Sh not my Cho be mindful of why they hired you here's your reality check Diva what's the name you'd like me to make