2x Brownlow medallist NAT FYFE on Dyl & Friends #AFL #NatFyfe #Brownlow #Shorts

I won the first Brown low and I had three months of just Euphoria just everything made sense to me all the decisions I'd made in my life up until that point were perfect exactly as they should have been cuz they revealed this space of bliss for me the problem with that was I wanted it again and as sort of 16 17 18 took off I was just searching for that feeling again and I knew a premise ship or potentially another brown light would be able to unlock that and I got there again and it just felt so different um it was nice and lovely but it just was not the same feeling as it was previously and that kind of Shook Me To Pieces a bit because I thought all I've been hunting for this feeling I've got to the place that I thought was going to give me that it hasn't now where do I go