one of my like I guess afflictions with life is I have never been able to really help but be who I am and I transitioned um in my first couple years of high school um but before I transitioned you know I'm like an extremely high fem boy in this you know space of like you know boys are like very one way especially in the South like it's just culturally what it is I'm so thankful that I have not really been given a choice to be anyone but who I am so I always stuck out like a sore thumb um but extremely artistic um pretty happy I've always had like a like a pretty easy access to like Joy um I think I I I look back on my childhood and despite being in a certain amount of pain just for being who I am I was a pretty happy kid