LET ME BREATHE (The Loyal Pin ~ Episode 5 ~ Review ~ ปิ่นภักดิ์)

[Music] how are you going to end an episode like  that how how are you going to end an episode like   that I need the whole version I'm going to need  the uncut uncut version for lesbian science of   course anilpin finally smashed party get in here  my crops are watered my children are fed my wife   has recovered from the plague ladies is it gay to  say that all of of your thoughts are consumed by   another woman asking for a friend I know it's gay  for a woman to let her heartache in longing for   another woman manifest itself as art how do they  do it how do they have so much how do they make   it look so natural so organic an organic lesbian  pasta sprinkled with natural ingredients freenbeck   are like lesbian Masters of the Universe every  molecule in the air between them when they're   near each other just vibrates with chemistry  I was feeling the tension now Mr Krabs these   two are going to emotionally ruin me the nose  kiss the forehead kiss the cheek kiss the kiss   kiss this was an oil painting hang this in an art  museum lady pin placing her head on anin's chest   close to her heart and saying that she belongs to  her I am never going to emotionally recover from   this episode and then anin makes lady pin look her  in the eye and say it again we stand a dominant   Queen the romance the tenderness the intense love  confessions this is lesbian cinema this is poetic   Cinema I am sorry about the construction noises  that can be heard in this video I requested to   the local Council that a statue of Jennifer bills  be built outside where I live but I better not   share where that is on the internet because being  stalked is only fun when you're being stalked by   jodie comer thank you finally pin has admitted her  feelings at last intense poetic love confessions   are the lesbian way this episode was a roller  coaster it was I was holding on I was triggered   by Lady pin this episode I'm not going to lie  I was triggered I was this close to becoming a   lady pin hater how are you going to say that you  don't know how you feel for somebody that we can   all see that you're clearly madly in love with  they had in the first half I'm not going to lie   luckily she confessed at the end of the episode  so pieces restored in the lands and it was a very   very beautiful confession and that kind of made  up for earlier but still lady Pin is a Scorpio and   you cannot tell me otherwise the insane jealousy  and the keeping feelings a secret it was giving   Scorpio this is just how it feels to be rejected  by a woman I do not know how anin dealt with the   rejection in this episode if that was me I would  have changed my name and left the country Becky's   acting in this episode was so incredible like  it's some of the best acting I've ever seen from   her Becky really conveyed everything that anin  was feeling through her facial expressions alone   give Becky's eyeballs and Oscar hi guys welcome  to a video and in today's video I'm just going to   be giving you my thoughts on episode five of the  loyal pin this video is not scripted it's just me   and my gay notes so if this video is unhinged if  it makes no sense that's what you get for having   expectations tagline for this channel let that be  A Life Lesson to you I felt so so bad for anin at   the beginning of the episode lady pin pretty much  abandons ship runs away and then locks herself in   a room and anin is Left Outside Crying in the Rain  distraught if a woman ever did that to me I would   change my name and leave the country and I have  to say I didn't really understand pin's actions   in like the first half of this episode because  she ran away from Anin she's avoiding anin and   then she just kind of expects things to be fine  with anin which why would they be fine you've like   broken her heart of course she doesn't want to eat  anything the the woman is in a deep depression I   think that maybe this is supposed to highlight  pins avoidant nature or how much she represses   her feelings and then tries to carry on as normal  and perhaps she was projecting that onto an N or   expecting her to do the same here too and even  though this is in character for lady pin it was   still really frustrating to watch then princess  pattamika and Prik are back from their travels and   I'm going to need a montage of princess pattamika  and prik traveling about I'm going to need that   montage and uh lady pattamika still looking like  a fine wine that's all I have to say anyway prik   finds an in unconscious the lesbian rejection made  pass out like I said this is just how it feels to   be rejected by a woman but it turns out that anin  just has a cold and Lady pin hears about how this   might be connected to the fact that anin was  standing outside in the rain and is feeling the   guilt so she heads over to Pine Palace because  of course despite her avoidance of anin we all   know that her whole world still revolves around  anin and pin's sudden arrival scares prik half to   death because prik mistakes her for a ghost the  ghost of rejection anyway pin takes over prik's   duties but anin is sour with her understandably  so but pin is determined to play nurse this   whole scene was a gay roller coaster I was on the  edge of my seat there's so much unspoken tension   between them in this scene and it's not just  tension over pin's avoidance of anin there's   lesbian tension more intense than the heat of a  thousand burning Suns radiating in the air between   them two that to was clinging on to its life by a  thread it knew it could burst into flames at any   minute How can there be this much sexual tension  with towel touching and n's gay feelings they are   stronger than her fever she's sick and the only  cure is lesbian attention same but pin is still   in her useless lesbian era she accuses anin of  looking at her with ignorance when she's the one   who's been ignoring anin which anin does point  out it's it's not easy dating women this this   show is an example of why anin is then somehow  magically recovered and this is the part of the   episode I don't understand because from Lady  pin's flashbacks we can see how that kind of   whole situation went with anin being rejected so  why would she suddenly be so happy but whatever in   lady pin's flashbacks we see that the two finally  communicate about what happened and it soon turns   into a discussion about their feelings where pin  asks anin in what way does she love her and anin   explains her love for pin in the most poetic way  possible Shakespeare felt those words from his   grave his bones quivering in fear for his legacy  before she asks pin the same question to which pin   responds that she doesn't see how the kind of love  that anin has for her is possible between them   and I think pin's response here is interesting  because it's the first time that she's actually   vocalized her thoughts on what's been going on  between her and anin we we always know how anin   feels because she communicates it very clearly  but pin is more introspective and her Clues are   non-verbal which means we can only interpret  what her motivations and feelings might be so   pin vocalizing that she doesn't see how that kind  of Love Is Possible between her and anin gives us   some insight into her hesitations and suggests  that it may be linked to internalized homophobia   or the fact that they're living in a time period  where lesbian relationship aren't normalized but   of course this is not answering the question  that anin asked her she's being avoidant again   which anin points out and pin then responds that  she doesn't know what her feelings for anin are   and anin tries her best to draw it out of her  I mean she just Bears her heart and soul Becky   was just so amazing at conveying all of anin's  like hope and longing in this scene I mean and   anin said so much both verbally and non-verbally  and oh my God this scene was just so intense and   you almost think that pin is going to finally  confess but instead she just says she doesn't   know again that did nearly make me throw my laptop  across the room how are you going to say you don't   know how you feel and the pain in anin's eyes the  Heartbreak she's trying so hard not to show it and   she just rolls over and then a single tear falls  out of her eye oh my God that teardrop deserves an   Oscar anyway not long after this anin gets called  away to Prince Jack's funeral and I thought there   was an interesting visual parallel between the  mourning over Prince jakkam and the mourning   over what anin considered to be the end of her  romantic relationship with Lady pin which made   these scenes a lot more visually thoughtful and  layered and during this time pin approaches prik   and accuses of lazing around instead of looking  after anin my girl's just trying to enjoy some   snacks in peace and prik soon reveals to her that  anin has left and of course pin wants the details   because despite breaking her woman's heart she's  still keeping tabs on her and prik decides to have   a bit of fun with uh letting her know that anin  is comforting lady ungfah tight and pin does not   care for this because she's a Scorpio in fact she  begins to practically vibrate with jealousy she's   so jealous she's carving fruit in the middle  of the night really came through with the ghost   visuals this episode she did this time she's the  ghost of jealousy giving prik another heart attack   but the good news is all of this leads up to the  moment that the penny finally drops for lady pin at and the minute that Anin returns to Pine  Palace lady pin teleports over there only to   have her worst fears confirmed as anin shares  with her that she did indeed spend many a night   comforting her cousin and lady pin does not  care that they're cousins what's important to   her is that someone had the audacity to breathe  the same air as her woman however the positives   of this is it prompts pin into a confession  of feeling possessive over anin she is using   her words we are getting somewhere and here  is where we reach the most romantic part of   the episode and it was great it turns out that  anin has bought herself and Lady pin matching   hair pins and there's a lot of messages Behind  These hair pins because for example we can see   that one of the hair pins is gold and the other  is silver and anin gives the gold one to Lady   pin and gold is more valuable than silver which  could mean that with this gesture anin is putting   pin before herself and in a position of power  over her so to speak interestingly the hair pin   has a lot of lesbian history attached to it  too dropping hair pins is a euphemism which   means dropping hints to reveal your sexuality  and historically one would drop hair pins to   try and suss out if it was safe to come out to  someone during conversation or if you suspected   that person was gay to try and induce them to  follow suit particularly if you had romantic   designs on that person so the meaning behind  the hair pins in this scene is layered in that   way as well let's all be honest those hair pins  were actually engagement rings and this proposal   finally prompts pin to confess her feelings  and admit that that she was lying earlier when   she said she didn't know how she felt about anin  sweet progress and the confession was perfect and   like I said earlier this whole scene was poetic  Cinema everything about the scene was perfect   it was romantic it was tender I passed out from  the intense lesbian tension the eye contact the   kisses the intertwining of fingers the hands  were lesbian married pin gives herself to an   in pin completely gives herself to an in it's the  best day of my life it just unfolded between them   in the most natural and beautiful way possible I  have no notes I mean I have gay notes but those   are quite different I think lady pin placing her  head on anin's chest and saying that she belongs   to her being as close as she can to her heart  may have been my favorite part of the episode I   am not prepared for next week I know it's going  to emotionally ruin me you guys know that I'm a   sucker for softness and next week's episode Looks  So Soft I think I might just melt into a puddle a   gay puddle and stay that way okay guys let me know  your thoughts on episode 5 of the loyal pin let me   know what your favorite part of the episode was  down in the comment section below don't forget   to subscribe for instant disappointment  and I'll see you guys soon bye [Music]