Meagan Good: Untold Stories of a Ex-Pastor’s Wife! #livestream #celebrity

all right all right all right y'all sorry I I'm back okay this is your girl Tracy um I'm church talk with it t Okay so I've alerted my moderators but if they don't come on you know we ain't getting paid right we just doing content trying to help somebody Okay so so I'm sorry for the um delay I started a video didn't have no WiFi so y'all I did not want to go in a hot hot apartment and it was just so beautiful outside that I wanted to come in all right to come out and um you know enjoy some of this vitamin D right but um I did a live and it was uh you know caption was about me good right so um you know basically it's just talking about healing and things of that nature right but um it was some things that I wanted to say so I had been pondering pondering pondering I was like no you know when something is on me I I do believe that um you know it's God urging me so I'm sorry y'all I apologize for you know just kind of being all over the place but you know when something hit me I I have to you know just release it so I wanted to talk to you about Megan good and one thing that I wanted to emphasize okay she was on the um Shannon sharp show right and she was talking about well she hit some points right and but if you were listening to her video or the uh you know the discussion you could um you know just kind of read between the lines right so um I share with my listeners that I was a pastor's wife before right so um that's why I Caption This live is the untold stories of pastor's wife right because um you know as we have um pastors and things of that nature they have wives right so that job I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy cuz it's a hard job and you definitely have to be called for the challenge right um you know when you talk about the church and I'm talking about the church where you know people are called some people out you know everybody is different but I'm talking about a true um you know man of God just about the church and how it's supposed to operate according to the word of God right so we going to get it established now that nothing is perfect right but we really have some hardworking pastors and uh their wives and their families who are um you know trying to work for the better good right the kingdom of God when it comes to you know saving people helping people um feeding the the community and things of that nature but I want to get off topic so y'all so if you look at her interview you know of course Shannon had asked her um some things you know about her divorce right and um she was talking about and of course she was married to Devon Franklin right and in in the other video that I was talking about you know I believe this is just my opinion this is not fact right allegedly I believe that a lot of her um you know the church members did not treat her fairly right so it was Clips going around what it was talking about she was half dress and things of that nature but they were just newly married right so this was all new to her in terms of the um you know the role that she was fing fulfilling but she had she has a personal relationship with God and it's so important for us to not judge a book by its cover right people may not dress as you think they should dress but you don't know what people have on the inside of them where they have been in their life right so yeah you know so she was uh you know talking about divon Franklin right and so he was asking you know her question so she touched on it and like I said if you you know you you could discern where people are coming from hey Dark Angels hi thank you for joining thank you for joining so she was talking you know he was asking her questions about her um divorce and she has said that he divorced her right so um you know in the beginning of their marriage which was all on social media and everything you know they waited um you know waited to have intercourse right they waited on the Lord they said how the Lord brought them together and everything like that but you know here you know even with um you know pastoring the church you going to hit some brick Wass right so their marriage last I think like 9 years okay so um yeah she was 9 years into being a first lady right um in my experience I was um about I say about seven seven years right and um you know so these are things that you know first ladies go through right in terms of you know just uh sacrifice for the ministry and it's not a easy job but a lot of times um you know a lot of first ladies you know go go through things that we don't know nothing about and I'm talking about Scandal um you know pastors having sexual addictions you know having kids side kids outside of the church and here you have this first lady who is you know her mouth is z she's not saying anything right she's sticking beside her husband right and who am I to judge right I'm not saying if it's right or wrong because some women do stick with their um you know husband and they didn't had all types of Affairs and they go through a lot of um you know a lot of depression anxiety PS um um you know post-traumatic syndrome and things of that nature because of the things that their husband are going um are fighting against right never mind just the trials and tribulations of a church when I'm talking about his person personal struggles so hey Miss Tri thanks for joining so and in my opinion this is only my opinion and my um what I've lived you know and what I've learned um I believe that God don't want you to suffer in silence okay so this is you know to the first ladies maybe you and your husband are starting a church or you know you as a as a member of a congregation May notice some things that are going on and I just don't believe that you know yeah you you got to get help you know if you're going through something you know if a if a first lady is going through something she she's not God she can't be God for the that past who is going through Scandal having and I'm I'm talking about the dark side of a pastor right these are things that I ain't going to say you shouldn't go through but but if you're going through these things you need to sit down right how are you going to pray for the people of God and do all these things and you don't have yourself together so that's what I'm talking about I'm talking about the untold stories the Dark Side of uh pastoring right because I experien that right and I live to tell the story that's why um I don't have no regrets right and when me when me and my hus my ex-husband was going through a divorce he told me he and I don't know if he remembered this or not but he told me you going to be able to help somebody um you know through what we're going through now I ain't know how to take that at the time cuz I was like um that's like you slapping me and then and saying that it's going to be okay um you going to be able to uh tell somebody how I heal from you slapping me you know that's coming from the person I'm like I didn't know how to take that cuz I was like um I really want to hear nothing from him at that time but you know maybe that was God speaking through him because absolutely that is what I'm able to do right if you go through something in your life and you can live to tell the story amen right you you didn't go through that in vain and everything that I've went through have um you know prepared me for this time right so I'm listening to her interview and she was saying that um you know uh you know it it was almost like she was protecting him um you know kind of didn't want to really say what went down hey Peggy hey thank you for joining she really didn't want to say what went down and everything like that but and and here again I'm not talk about the good pastors cuz um that's this is my first lady on on my channel so I um thanking God for her she have a new ministry and everything like that so shout out to the face stretchers right you can catch Us online the face stretchers on YouTube but anyway y'all she was um talking about um you know how he he was Brave to ask her for a divorce right and when he said that it almost got like a lump in my throat and you know how sometimes you can't identify with what's going on so I was like okay you know and I I don't expect people to be like me and tell everything cuz I'm telling you I'm a open book now I don't bash anybody because my hope and prayer that my ex-husband is not in that place that he was when we got divorced right we both were in a dark place right at that time because the enemy had came in right he came in like a flood and he disrupted our marriage and and guess what some things you can't blame on the devil come on somebody some things you got to take accountability for right we can sometimes blame God for things that say oh but sometimes it's people and and mismanaging the things that you said that God told you to do come on somebody that's why you got to watch it if you say that God called you to do something then you need to be you you got to take accountability you better make sure that you know that you know that you know that God is calling you to do it especially those men of God who are called to pasture because that means that you are watching for somebody's Soul right so if you yourself know that you got all types of sexual addictions right that you may have some pedophilia pedophilia in your background right that you may um have some um um unusual urges right you may have some and and this is all adults right I I'm not holding nothing back I'm not holding nothing back um you have um you you really are not attracted to your wife let alone um women okay okay now we saying pastoring according to the word of God right so you have all these inordinate affections right so the these are things that people are going to come to your ministry and they're going to look for deliverance but you yourself is going through this this this thing right you haven't yet tackled um the ability to manage your flesh right your flesh is is is is is taking control so I said a lot of times you can't blame God so back to Megan good right she said that he was Brave and all of a sudden all these bells and whistles went went on and my head because I I follow him from time to time and what I notice is something very peculiar about him I can't say what I want to say because I got to watch what I say on YouTube so everything is allegedly in in my opinion right the not the opinions of YouTube I'm like you know I I'm thinking of reasons that you could get divorced right um you know automatically we think of infidelity right because the Bible does say you know um you know in cases um of infidelity of of you know the people get divorced right so um you know that's what I'm thinking but but what I'm thinking is you know when I look at Megan good you know she was talking about that she had a relationship with God at a early age right so this is not nobody that's new to God right she has a a a a uh a job being an actress right that's her job right I don't know how it is to be an actress but a lot of the films that she was in may have encouraged somebody have blessed somebody so I'm not going to say that God can't call you to be a actress right and a lot of people will say that but anyway y'all she was saying that he um she admired him because he was Brave so I'm like um you know what what's going on with him because he when he talks he talks he he's very contct you know he contradicts himself a lot and I'm just saying in terms of if you divorce somebody um and um you know I think it was it because your congregation didn't like her um she didn't fit because she was broken when he when he she said he divorced her and she was broken so wow you know if you have all the patience for the all the congregation but you don't have no patience for your wife I'm then I said Tracy that's not it that's not it it's something way deeper than that and that's why I'm talking about unold stories a lot of times a lot of pastors wives they suffer in silence right and yeah you don't want to expose your husband and everything but if you know that he is definitely out of character out of the box and he's not trying to get no help right and he's and he's trying to run a Ministry and you know within your shadow of a doubt that your marriage is hanging on by a thread it's time for you to stop and focus on what you're doing right because you owe to yourself God is not going to allow you to go through nothing that you can't bear but you have to live in the real in the now right so that's what I went through and maybe I can't be deflecting a little bit but I'm just saying my story right um at some point you know we can't go on you know ministering to people and and we have you know issues things scandals you know what I'm saying um you know things that is just you know you you got to get that under control right because Spirits are real hey Derek thank you for joining Spirits are real right Spirits are real so yeah you know you you you have all these things going on right and um that's what that's what a lot of first ladies do and I'm telling you the things that I went through in my marriage when my husband when we were pastoring it was times that I didn't want to go home because my stomach would turn my spirit would turn because of some things that he was dealing with right so we know demonic spirits are real right we know this sexual addictions and things like that and there are many men that deal with sexual addictions porn and things like that well it's going to be very hard for you if you got a wife come on now if you got a wife um a wife that you owe her um you know due diligence right you have to do your due diligence first in your marriage but you so busy um you know with your sexual addiction you don't have time then you and if you a pastor and that's what you that's what you see right and I'm talking about the dark side a lot of pastors have women on the Sid you know what I'm saying these side women on flying them in and out or flying men in and out sleeping with the men in the congregation and things like that you know and they're not coming forward with their um you know with their um you know pref sexual preference is right um yeah right so they're not being forthcoming right so God and one thing about God women of God if you got a relationship with God going to show you you might not expose him but God is going to show you because the Bible says What's Done in the Dark is going to come in the life so now what you going to do what you going to do right so here's make making good now I'm not I'm not alluding to anything but I'm telling you a nobody is stupid right nobody is stupid um when it comes to things real relationships right we know we nobody is stupid so I'm saying a lot of women they suffer um they suffer in silence right um they suffer in silence and when you suffer and when you keep things in guess what it affects your health right it affects your mental health if you think that you got to suffer in silence for the sake of the ministry the Devil is a Lie right because am I in and and when we when we had our ministry and you know I was just seeing it was just things was falling apart and and and you know one person may be strong up but you can't carry nobody that don't want to be carried right God gave the woman to help me but it's only so much that you can do people have to want help for themselves you know and I'm I'm not trying to confuse nobody y'all let me see what y'all saying in the comments cuz I know okay all right all right all right been married um tell I've been married for 3 years um with my wife okay Carlos um you said plus years or did you say 30 years I'm not um you said I did the fast did you Derek Derek the fast was truly a blessing y'all so um um yeah so so thank you so much D for joining but yeah you know and and I'm not saying that it's not no good men out there but women you know and I'm just saying women who you know have a calling upon your life and you you know you're in the min Ministry and if your husband have hit a road block it's time to stop and re re re uh evaluate some things right and I'm talking about things that could put you in jail things you know things of that nature I'm just telling you it could be from A to Z and I'm talking about the dark side but no you can't cover for nobody you know what I'm saying because at some at some point the Bible says save yourself and I do believe at one one day making good is going to be able to tell us some things right and not to just to be nosy but people need to know because people for real for real struggle within their marriage right and when I'm talking about sexual addictions and things like that it's a lot of men and women that go through these things so if you don't get no help right if you continue to let the flesh um you know get you you know uh uh put you in a dark whole right you going to destroy yourself and you going to destroy your your your um partner right and let alone a a church and some people are way over their head right and you say you know and that's why I say I can't doubt that if you if person a person say that they've been called to be a pastor or something like that but you better you better make sure you better make sure because your fruit you you should know them by their fruits right you should know them by their fruits and I'm I'm not saying that people don't fall but what you going to do when you fall it's not what happens to you but it's how you handle it and and and in my marriage I I just want to say at that time did they didn't want any help and they didn't they didn't reach out for help you know it wasn't no going to counsel you know how some men are Derek and I I know you can attest to this because I know you love the Lord some men will be like I don't want people in my business right I don't want to um go to counseling because I don't want nobody in my business but if you got something if you got something that is um you know that you that is over your head sometimes you got to go to help you got to go to God you got to fast you got to get somebody who's able to help to pull you out of that hole right because if not you your addiction is going to consume you and that's what I'm saying y'all we're living in the last and evil days in second Timothy or if it's first Timothy the Bible says know this that in the last time um men shall be lovers of them themselves more than lovers of God right and they will um you know just talks about all these things that's going to happen and then at the end it says and they will come into creep into the houses and Lead captive silly women so why in the world and and the Bible says that they will be lovers of pleasure more than lovers of God right and and then it talks about them um Le going into the houses and leading Captain silly women women you you don't want to be no silly women you don't want to be a silly woman you don't want that to be you and I'm telling you at some point in my life that was me right because I thought within myself that I was supposed to suffer in silence that I was supposed to keep my mouth shut right because this is um what God called us to do and absolutely not God was like M save yourself save yourself I got so sick I got so sick and and I was you know how some people you know how people can say oh I'm you know do I want to do something but they don't invest in their calling they expect everybody else to do it and what I was doing was killing myself and God literally had to stop me and when I got sick when I got when I I couldn't do nothing but lay on a hospital bed and and look up then I said okay God I'm listening and sometimes God will allow you to go through things because you're so busy um serving you know you're not listening to God you're doing things you're working in the church but are do you have a bless do you have a relationship with God are you praying right are you um um um um are you um concentrating on your soul salvation or are you trying to serve everybody else the Bible says you got to work out your own salvation with fear and trembling God it's not God's will that you um suffer you know that you um perish we all going to go through right but at some point so um so yes hey ter thanks for joining so yes yes yes um y'all the the interview that that she had it it just let me know it was some things that she wasn't going to say right when she was saying he was he was Brave for um you know um I guess living in his truth right and I'm like what kind of truth if God gave you a wife and now you want to live in your truth we're not stupid we're not stupid right so so God bless her I I'm so happy that she's able to move on with her life and she's able to survive out of that because a lot of pastors wives they're so consumed because their husband and I'm talking about the dark side of pastoring their husband is not going to get no help he going to continue to um cheat on her he's going to continue to um molest kids right he's going to continue to um you know do all types of things because he don't want help right and really the the congregation is his um you know that that that's that that's you know a lot of people that do things that are not um you know called or or whatever A lot of times that's okay that I get more people than I could groom right I get more people it's more people that I can um taken advantage of telling you y'all we living in the last and evil days that's why I pray for the first ladies who are diligent that are going behind their husband right but they some of these women are suffering right they their their husbands is not sleeping with them and how you going to preach um a whole sermon but you you you not um you know taking care of your wife I said it yep I sure it I show did you ain't sleeping with her or nothing like that but you you you um you know have a be on your phone with a porn addiction you know and doing things like that so I'm telling you that's that's that's a problem and you can pray and pray and fast and everything like that but if a person don't want help they're not going to get help right it's going to take God and sometimes y'all we in the way don't get in nobody's way don't get in if God is trying to deal with somebody remove yourself out of the way God will remove you out of the right so here I am here I am on my sick bed right can't do nothing can't do nothing and that's when I told the Lord I said Lord if you let me be okay if you let me be okay okay I'm going to make some changes in my life and I got up out of that sick bed I start walking around I got up and and cuz the doctor saw his something that was on me he he I don't know where this man never seen him before in my life but I think he was my surgeon and he said your recovery time was supposed to be a couple of days ago he said I don't know what you going through he said but um if you don't get up out of this bed I'm going to keep you here so I a know what he was talking about but that scared me that scared that that that'll do it because as being a mental health clinician right is working in the mental health sector he could have um um uh put me um on the mental health side he could have he could have shed me all the way down you see what I'm saying so God know what he doing and and at the end of the day we got we have to work work out our own salvation with fear and trem God doesn't want you to suffer in silence so if you're going through something like that and I had to use Megan good cuz I'm telling you it's just some some things that she not saying but I pray for her I I'm so thankful that she's able to move on right and hopefully this guy that she would is okay right but sometimes we may not the first person that we run into might not be the right person right so you know what I'm saying it's a journey it's that's that's another for another live right y'all but I don't want to um I don't want to um ramble along um hey Sheila one of my moderators so true um the Predators yes count on the one who will not speak out yes the the Predators and I telling you a pastor can be a predator right and you see these first ladies miserable right you see these first ladies mean and just not happy because it's a lot of things that they're they're going through right pray for your first lady because maybe they're suffering inside maybe they going through things that they can't tell nobody but God know right and sometimes he'll have people like me to oh you got to work out your own salvation I'm not telling nobody to leave their husband but when I'm I'm telling you to you can get some help don't let nobody tell you that you can't get no help cuz yes you can sometimes you have to go to a professional or somebody that don't know your husband so you can get a neutral opinion it's it's people out there like myself right it's people out there that will help will will help you and walk you through the stages so you can make better decisions for yourself and I'm so happy that I'm able to um you know say something because I'm telling you this is um to I'm so happy that I'm able to talk about there are so many untold stories right of these first lady and and and you know a lot of times you know you can't say nothing you know what I'm saying if you're because you don't know what what's going on but it's not God's will to kill you in the process right where you're so stressed out right and you're so um uh you know you're so lonely right within your marriage right you're so um neglected right um you're so abused you some of these ministers and things they be so abusive um not just it may not it may be physically but sometimes a lot of these pastors are very manipulative right they can use scripture on you to to let you say this is what God want instead of right instead of um of um you know you know um instead of um you know they can tell you this is what what God wants you to do and you're not it for you're not going to God for yourself right um yeah God God don't need nobody to talk to to you if you got a relationship with God you know when something ain't right you know when your spirit don't bear witness you know and you a got to be disrespectful but yeah a lot of women they don't these a lot of pastors wives you know I'm talking about the dark side they don't have a relationship with God right so they're uh excuse me they could be easily man manipulated right if somebody tell you this is what God want you to do and all this stuff like that and I'm telling you it's crazy you know for for these demonic urges okay so you supposed to be um a pastor and you inviting people in the bedroom with your Sanctified wife that's that's not okay right that's not okay yeah God said the bed is undefiled but Sin is Sin right Sin is Sin so you got to know God for yourself woman of God sister don't let a man of the cloth U manipulate you have a relationship with God yourself right so it's always um you know hopefully uh it it's a reason we go through things for a reason like like I said you know everything happens for a reason I just wanted to get on here to to help somebody to bless somebody um Sheila you said we must um first seek to please God right even in marriage right God is first God is first you can't put no man before God and some people that are manipulative they can say yeah you know um put somebody put me before God no God is first God is first everything in this world is temporary but God is the only person that's going to be with you forever that's a forever relationship right even if you got the most beautiful marriage one day um you know somebody has got to leave here right somebody can walk off and leave right things happen but if the whole world leave you your relationship with God should stand the test of time right so y'all um thank you so much for um joining I don't know um thank you Sheila um Miss Tree she probably had to go but I love y'all um Carlos I don't know what you saying but anyway Terence thank you so much um yeah I want you to um reach out to unchurch um 7 at gmail so I could just tell you some things you know just about um the channel and what direction that we're going to go because I believe that um you know people are going to be set free right just from us talking about things that you would normally hear from um you know your church right to you know Shine the Light on some things right so you'll know um what is error and what is truth right the word of God is true and let every man be a liar right I am a spiritual I have the gift of the holy spirit so I know God has giv discernment you know blessing me with more discernment um to see you know when people are not right and that's what we all should have as children of God so I love y'all thanks so much for joining in like And subscribe to my chan Channel y'all thanks for um support I love and appreciate your support thank you for all that you do um you know I don't know if you still on but if you um have something to say Terence yeah I want Terence I want you to be my um first um meale moderator but I want to um you know talk to you over some things through email so if that um Sheila can you put the um the email in the um chat is unchurched 7@gmail.com so um if if any of you have any thing any topics that you want to talk about um I definitely will tackle them right that's that's what I'm here for right this chat is adult conversation we going to talk about some things that you know some difficult conversations right some things that you may not hear on other channels right but we is is it's God's will for us to heal right so if we gonna heal we gonna have to take things apart and look at things and and sometimes you know open wounds so we can heal right we going to have to um heal so I love y'all um dear thanks for joining the fast um um it was amazing the um no Strife challenge um yes um unchurch at gmail 7 um and Peggy said I here keep walking um in your calling absolutely in YouTube you know that's my um that's my sister in Ministry and I thank God for her um you know just in um you know stepping up and I love how the face stretchers um you know and put your if you can um pegy put the um YouTube uh address to Faith stretchers in the chat it's a um um our church is a online chat so we meet in person like maybe once out of the month but everything is online so if you're not if you don't have a church home absolutely join on there with Pastor Malcolm Pastor D and pegy and um it's just it's it's just always a blessing you know it's a Teaching Ministry and right and I love to I Love The huming and hacking and you know stuff like that but sometimes y'all we got to we have to be taught we got to be taught you got to read the word of God for yourself right you got to you can't allow people to tell you things and that's why people get tricked because they're not reading and asking God for understanding right God 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