🎉General Admission is OPEN at Burning Man! My Rest Day w/Dysautonomia + Mini Art Tour! Aug 25, 2024

today is Sunday August 25th the event is now opened and everyone is arriving it's no longer early entry so now uh GA people general admission is coming that's really exciting today for me I'm going to have a really big rest day because my disautonomia has come back it is flaring up I'm just making a grilled cheese my dis aonami has flared up and I'm very dizzy and I have to focus on breathing because it's actually very hard for me to breathe right now which is completely different than how I was yesterday feeling very recharged being at the airport and I'm going to do some Camp things such as we are going to decorate the bike finish the LED lights on the bike fur the bike I'm going to cushion and vinyl the bench so it's more comfortable to sit on this is the bench that we have we're going to cover it with foam and vinyl today so it's more comfortable to sit down on and I'm going to rest all day so that way can all come back to Center I met our neighbors there is a pilot across the way who I'm going to actually speak with about my plan for pilot training I'm going to divise a plan what I'm going to do and ask about his advice to see what he says because I would like some guidance on it I'm not going to do pilot training until I'm done my BC in physics so I can work in the Aerospace industry get some money save some money pay off my suit loan so I can also pay for lessons it's so expensive it's like $200 an hour just to practice flying done yet and I met our other neighbors who are Runners uh and they're volunteering with pink lightning and I am going to rest up today as much as possible so tomorrow I can do the third week day two of the couch to 10K that I find when I'm running regularly I can modulate my my immune system I feel like it calms it down more so I can do whatever I can to rest so I can then run again tomorrow start running again and then I can calm the central n system also people are probably wondering why am I recording and editing and posting videos from burning men well I'm sick and I can't read right now so I have books that I could read and I have puzzles that I could do but my brain hurts when I have a relapse of my disautonomia so instead I'm recording videos I'm practicing speaking so at least when I'm talking neurogenesis is happening with communication cuz I was having actually a lot of trouble recently I became non-verbal because of the inflammation and the long Co was too much so I'm practicing speaking through the video and I'm learning how to edit so at least like my brain is moving because there's just so much brain fog and inflamation so that's why I'm recording at Burning Man and that's why I am editing and posting because it's lonely when my dis anomia flares up I literally my couch is there I have to lie down I can't do much and then I'm setting up now but I've been lying down for the last two hours or so so I can not so I can have the ability to stand up for half an hour so I can make this grilled cheese sandwich and I'm not making anything too com I'm just making grilled cheese sandwich and a packaged salad CU I don't have the brain cells so to keep myself from going crazy I am meditating and I am recording these videos and editing them so that way uh I don't focus on the extreme pain I'm actually going through uh the bottom of my arches are hurting not from the shoes just one Arch and it's because my muscles are tight on one side for some reason as if I my during my sleep I clenched up or something um so I am doing this to pass time and distract myself because I'd rather have disautonomia while in the truck like this with air conditioning and a couch then for me to have disautonomia at Burning Man in a tent and I am safe and I know I am safe but my mind doesn't feel safe she doesn't like the feeling of all the dizziness I really feel like I'm behind a bunch of cloud so I'm going to distract myself by making these videos so at least I don't notice then I can focus on these videos I'll do a puzzle maybe like a connect the dots because that also helps me forget about the pain and discomfort I'm feeling the like the palpitations it's not a fun place to be it's really scary so having the puzzles the distraction YouTube is really helping so that's why I'm posting on here and I will see you guys in a little bit I'm going to splice in a whole bunch of videos and pictures of what I'm going to do today as well okay bye but I think the tongue itself I can get away with so make sure you can going to put our shower there and I change it to the trailer tongue and the thing is is that it's our camp is growing also our camp there are neighbors [Music] and this section here from the black bus this little rectangle they have Porche off is for our other friends that are coming the finger lights so our camp is growing building there's my van still pretty full I mean not full still empty H in my mouth oh uncut Germans Spanish I'll take [Laughter] it oh I think we went and saw that one year for your fav milk and cereal provided yes what can they do half and halfing we're both going to beating it's all [ __ ] up we need to get no there's no nothing there's no okay are you ready I'm ready let's [Music] go what the heck why was that soas it's working my bike is working I got evil laughter [Music] so I was resting all day and then I ate a CBD no THC gummy and I feel a million times better and I think I am going to do that often because I was in a disautonomia relapse and I was so dizzy and I felt like I was going to fall and I was fainting and I had to focus on breathing but it snapped me right back into Center and I didn't have to focus on breathing so I'm going to eat a CBD gum me to help with the disautonomia because it's improving the quality of life [ __ ] was this what we were looking for last time I don't know check it out we're looking at it right now [Music] wow where's the Thunder there no we don't have to do that right now just poting it up to Nikki okay cuz she wants to go [Music] there too bad Shane's not here I'm glad it rained a bit us we got Nikki yeah we got Nikki we you stopping no [ __ ] way oh my God I live here forever I would never leave we are inside the [Music] Frog oh my God no I found my spot not going anywhere not I'm never leaving this is my I'm sorry y'all but I'm moving in I'm inside the tropical rain frog and my goggles are upside down oh yeah they've been upside down for a while fire pit