9/11 - The Unspeakable Full Movie 4K

[Music] [Music] appr [Music] on September 10th life was perfect we had two kids Bobby and Jeff working up in New York living up in New York we were on a pedestal in the tth I was having a lot of fun uh I guess the only sort of downside was that I didn't get to see my mom too much now just being a kid you want to be out doing stuff and like I said she was communing to the city every day I was not in a good place in my life on the 10th of September I had spent some time with Frank and that was the good part on the 10th I'm on the beach obviously with my mom and my wife and and two kids they were probably 6 months 18 months at the time so you're doing stuff like you do playing you know in the sand building s sand castles and just you know enjoying that that time and you know that's how we kind of imagined the rest of the holiday would would pan out [Music] [Music] well prior to 911 I was involved in uh activism United Nations group and the idea was that we would uh work kind of like the United States on an international level so in 911 happened and the subsequent change in atmosphere it was really hard to uh talk about anything that made sense publicly because it was kind of a unilateral United States world that we were going to do whatever we wanted and it was going to be violent and it was going to be warlike [Music] my name is Robert Griffin I'm a psychologist and I went to school at Penn State and marrywood University in Pennsylvania like most I get up and get coffee and start to get to work some people go through the trauma of the loss and the violent death uh and then also go through the trauma of uh finding out that things uh aren't as they seemed or that there's there's problems that hurt in other ways so the trauma initially uh is disorienting the how do we fit in the world anymore am I a father am I a son I just got a text from Jeff we have to be there at 10 of 7 tomorrow can you get the sugar hun yeah did I put in enough water yeah I'm good I left some in there from earlier when you have a a child die it's a very tough uh event uh for families some people do uh pull together it it it it depends a lot on their who they are before it happened and they seem to be made of the right stuff to be able to support each other uh and to stay as a family and uh also enjoy their grandkids one day at a time right yep okay I I guess the best thing is to text Jeff back and tell him that you'll go with Zoe and I'll go with Danny that's great yeah that works yeah i' rather i' rather travel to skole that early in the morning than the afternoon that's for sure well both of us will get to see yeah you see the kids I don't know what the scene is but that's Jeff and Bobby they're it's a good friend of mine I just went to his grave site it's been years since I wore a wedding band and now because we got these at our 50th I want to wear it all the time do you know when I lost the first one I have it in my drawer oh you still have it I found it yeah here's jff Bobby I forget what this was probably he was in Princeton or just had left Princeton he left Princeton in '97 and if this of course Bobby at I'm sure it's a yeah it's at Princeton I don't know I don't know if it was part of graduation yeah then that's why it's hard to leave we have so many memories here we called this a starter home right yeah we started and ended we started and ended this is down Cape May might have been the last weekend we saw Bobby uh this was his fiance Jen that's right they weren't engaged jeez and they were to be engaged that following week they were going he hadn't given her the ring when he died that's it's such a great photo it's probably the best photo of him they used to share a room but but as Bobby got older he wanted his own little room uh of course we revamped it there was a bed here this was June 21st Bobby just loved the write phenomenal writer and just to give you an example when he went to third or when he was in third grade I I just never forget this that I forget the teacher's name but we uh were sitting there after the after the interview of course he was doing great in class and all that but you know both seemed to do great but she said let me tell you something Bob though I telling you right now save your pennies he said because this kid's going to Harvard work and Ivy League school little Bobby Bobby was on the side right here with Helen it's just hard to believe though I mean when I look at those times and think about Bobby as a little boy it's so painful to think he's not here he's in New York he's fine because that's where I left him I see him as a little boy and then he's gone and it's almost like a a little bit of like guilt in there like I I wasn't able to keep him alive friend said to me I can't believe you're still going up to New York and we couldn't get enough of it because that's what he loved he loved being up there I mean a lot of people won't go to ground Zera but I just don't know how people can just walk away from it you have to understand not everyone can deal with that I know I can't I I just I want to just think of Bobby as whole and perfect I don't know that's what's bothering me people that they can't look at Jud people by what you're doing this is your journey this is your way of going through the tunnel to get to the other side you need to do this I couldn't go why can't you do it it's not going to bring him back it would be wasted time to to have me in the position you're in thank God you do it it seems like I'm almost ordained to do this for some reason because I know you feel that way cuz no one does it she's stuck in the marriage she's stuck with Bob and it's obviously painful and she does what she needs to you know to cope and to basically survive when it gets more morbid and and you you describe certain aspects of it that I can't handle I think it's time for me to to just let you talk you know so I think I'll I'll do that excuse [Music] me okay catch you later all right so I I will say about Bob mline is that one of the things that impressed me about him is that he has grown over the years from what I could tell and this trauma has kind of refined him on September 10th life was perfect we had two kids Bobby and Jeff Bobby graduated from Princeton working up in New York living up in New York we were on a pedestal on the 10th then September 11th came and hit the World Trade Center exposion you saw an exposion at the tow yeah be the event of the Helen calls me the tower's been hit she still was turn the TV I had turned the TV on and then she called and she said you know I can't get a hold of Bobby she immediately called him and there was no answer but of course we didn't think anything was wrong because he worked at Marl Lynch was right across the street from Towers was in work and I said look I have to leave it's really bad it's very bad building yeah oh my the whole building I don't know if it's the whole building I'm so mer Lynch of course we were talking to Mar Lynch immediately and I went up there to look for them and there was so many people down the ground here walking around the area just looking for people oh I think we called the you know we found out or where he was he was at the corners okay but I don't if we found out right there he said you we they had a wallet that's how they found out we had the wallet in fact I got the wallet right here this is a biohazard thing I I don't think see I may had it open many of times but this is a biohazard this is the wallet that that they F they had they had in other words they we found out they had a full body except for and I'll show you what what happened to him but wall was one of them now at that time you could everything was fine everything's disintegrated in here every years but I think they had Bobby's license and Helen went up to the dentist and they actually got x-rays Helen brought the x-rays down and it was a match so the next morning we took them home we're and believe believe me we're one of the luckiest ones cuz so many people think get bodies nothing and we actually got a full not a full body but we got a body to take home and bury and you know we're we're so grateful for that whose grief is it whose loss is it in some way the the government has claimed the loss as their own folks were uh told how to feel uh what to think about it and it adds to their pain when it's used um for other types of policies that have nothing to do with it we want the war and there goes the The Authority thing I didn't believe it was necessary to go to war because of Bobby I know Bobby would have said what are you nuts and this I can't give you an exact time of this I think it was July 4th but I've been to so many demonstrations over the years um and of course around the world but I think this was in Philadelphia and um it's a candl light type of thing but again I've just been a lot I've been to so many of them and I I just can't place it you know I always wore a picture of Bobby I haven't been doing that as much as I did before he would have been 100% against the war and I was Helen and I were both 100% a conflict is part of our nature we have a way of identifying uh the US versus them or the other and so uh that leads to all sorts of problems where the other is not considered in there as fully human cuz it's hard to get uh people to fight Wars people don't hate on their own uh they have to be given a story like when I got arrested down in Washington DC after a protest maybe I didn't want to go to jail so they arrested it took us away in a Patty wagon and um then paid the fine but everybody agreed to that so not some people were getting arrested so forth and so on but so I I I can't tell you I would think that would be the first big protest cuz Helen and I were doing the peaceful tomorrows and with that we did the protest with peaceful tomorrows and I I actually went to the commission here and thinking that we would actually get something done I really I kept that hope alive but condalisa r on August 6 and she just [ __ ] it the whole time I even the Commissioners are getting so frustrated with it but see in those hearings each person that's asked a question you know they couldn't go on for 15 20 25 minutes to grill you listen cond you're not telling us anything let's get to the facts here but no they get five minutes and she filled us her through it and I just started I said these you know I won't uh say right here but you know MF this is do good sons of [ __ ] and Canadian broadcasting you they heard me so they wanted to hear this and from there I just changed Direction that's when I decided Well I'm not going to do peaceful tomorrows anymore I'm just going to talk about what happened on 911 hey my man hey Bob how are you my name is Tony zambot actually formerly Anthony zambot and I'm a degreed mechanical engineer are you still in the same place oh yeah near Fort Washington 40 some years now 40 some how how long Bobby was 2 years old when we went wow so he he he would be 46 he would be was 26 when he passed away so yeah T's 46 4 6 years old memory man well I know he was 26 when it happened I had to think about that the interesting thing about engineering that I can say is problems the way are solved is it evolves the solution evolves you have a subconscious mind and a conscious mind your conscious mind can only handle so much of any given time your subconscious mind is is a vast Storehouse or Warehouse of all your life experience and what happens you hear the old expression sleep on it that's the way difficult problems are actually solved and if there is a solution it'll come it'll it'll evolve it'll converge and that's why engineering is fun to me because you're thinking about things you're trying to solve this problem and you're musing or or mulling it over and sort of that's you know even with 9/11 that's the way it worked with me looking at these buildings you know imagine myself in the basement of a large skyscraper and these huge concreted case columns and you know like a parking garage or something how did it just completely give up the go po so this didn't happen till 20078 I really didn't have the guts enough to go up and find out exactly what happened to him okay so this has been sitting there and of course the first thing we get is a picture of what happened all right now this is how I started coming out finding out you know what what I feel happened to him so we didn't know for sure a lot of people thought family members thought that maybe he jumped his friends said did know he was running away from the building and he got hit by Fallen debris you know Bob's a decent guy just he who wants to have their 26-year-old son killed in in that kind of fashion where you know his body is partially destroyed in this his right arms missing okay in this from his nose down his entire face is missing okay so in other words everything is blown his eyes are missing there was everything was blown out back of his head is intact but you know there's some fractures okay and he all the wounds to his body were from the front no wounds on the back right right so that would indicate explosive force can I just read you something you know and it's taken a long time to get a point at where I am right now but the story of 911 this is coming right from 911 Commission here they spent two lines talking about what happened to the buildings a jet fuel Fireball erupted upon impact and shot down at least one Bank of elevators the fireball exploited onto numerous lower levels including the 77th the 22nd the West Street lobby and the B4 level you you expect this believe this Fireball came down and then exploded what explosions are caused by Rapid Release of energy from a coni confined substance the fireball is not confined gr Flor the lobby flowers things they weren't singed or anything I have documentation that he was found outside the outside this was before the buildings came down he died well but when they picked him up he was outside the building but the building hadn't Fallen yet is that true I think no no of course not he he right he was one of the first ones well you know how tell when the the report on him he had Rick mortis hadn't set in so that's when you can really tell I know when when so it's probably less he get he got to the coroners less than two hours after he died less than two hours and what happened I think what happened Bobby was walking in or decided to go up to the the floors and I think it was hit as he was trying to walk in because of the nature his whole face was just blown off he lost his arm and he was blown out of his shoes so with that I you know I stick by that story but then I've gone so much further than that again I want to know who killed him and why somebody said to me one time where a cover up is only 6 in deep if you imagine a big layer of concrete but it's a mile wide so unless you dig down vertically you can't get under under it you can't see out to the edges of it we're up to um all in 3 minutes we do another 30 seconds or should we just ruin his tea and take it out now it's true though it does make a hell of a difference there there's no point doing squeeze squeeze 30 seconds you'll get an absolutely rubbish cup of tea I'd like this to be edited out please my name's Morin lucil Campbell and I live in hassex West Sussex about 8 miles from Brighton and I've been retired for many years since I was 55 21 years ago probably only came in about 3 or four that morning so hung over hung over and they look tell they look crial you're still drunk oh I know well the three boys I'd say different in a number of ways we've Matthew the eldest yeah my hair um it's just it's where I'm at right now frustrated and pissed off with current events but in particularly you know my my fight for the last um 20 years and so it's just yeah it's where I'm at little bit like this up to the uh system yeah for the weight that we had uh you know Memorial with no remains this was I think 30th September yes it was um I mean that that to me me is just a classic photo my name is Matt Campbell I live in the south of England in a small village in Sussex I have a degree in mathematical physics and a master's in Applied Mathematics and I have a second Masters in scientific application software and Robert the youngest one was most like we we like the quiet life and someone said two and two made eight we'd say yeah that's fine we don't like conf ation and just let it go yeah my name is Robert Benjamin kampbell uh I live in kma hassex this is um in West Sussex Rob was about 5 years um younger than me it was sufficient of a gap that in my head he's always the the little brother uh I had a good friend Nick who had his own Pub what we did is uh for Jeff we had his his weight there so all his friends family everybody came there and what they did as a surprise um for the family was um they had a reg good friend who's very good at uh doing paintings and uh they did a painting of Jeff and my friend is like you know like Jeff a lot if you know what I mean looked up to him that's Jeff's John James Bond moment coming out the I think you love that didn't he outo very sort of smiley lots of Charisma good nature generous spirit always you know good at listening and Mak you laugh he's four years older than me so he's a bit of a c but we was looked up yeah said Jeff more than that sorry he was a bit of a nerd both Matthew and Jeff really had their dad's brains really clever Robert always said the youngest the store of brains ran out when it was his turn to be born both you know finished uni so Jeff finished I think a year before me and just he started to travel and he he definitely kind of switched from I'm going to work in a bank because I think you realized the trading route wasn't going to happen um and just basically became a um a specialist his area was uh risk with that Reuters who eventually ended up working for had products that that worked in that space this is Caroline they went up to London and took photos Phoebe's christening isn't it yes that's a little church where we actually had the memorial quite a glamorous shot of them and they went up to London I quite where he is there I think it was early 2000 worked um for a client in Manhattan for 6 weeks 8 weeks something like that I can't remember so staying really close to to where Jeff lived and he just met um Caroline I think um the previous year and I think he was looking at getting a an apartment with him he was that serious that quick which you know I said he'd had relationships before it was quite fast and so very quickly you know it was obvious that this was very serious I guess he'd been working for writers for at least a year maybe longer um and you know he's looking to I guess you know put his roots down you I mean it was very clear he he loved absolutely loved um New York well you know I'm fanatical about keeping all these documents so um I just had a quick look through to see what we could dig up I met Matt originally back in 9798 we were both working on the same project Matt was working for one of the suppliers Matt's brother Jeff was working for Reuters we had an idea that we would need a a North American new york-based office and Jeff was interested in leaving Reuters and helping us set that up in the the weeks and the months prior we'd obviously been talking with him and Henry in particular just sorting out the structure of you know the proposed company over in the States but he hadd actually come to England at the end of August the August bank holiday time did his usual thing rushing around the country seeing family friends well we worked in a a very small Niche industry of Specialists and there was a whole ecosystem of Industry press and Industry conferences and there was one coming up on uh September the 11th that was going to be at the World Trade Center so it ended up being that uh Nick and Jeff would go to the conference and I ended up staying in London meanwhile Matt was on holiday in lanzerotti I'm on the beach obviously with my mom and my wife and and two kids um they were probably 6 months um 18 months at the time so you're doing stuff like you do playing you know in the sand building s sand castles and just you know enjoying that that time around lunchtime or just after I'd been exchanging emails with Jeff um about you know who he needs to meet at the conference and stuff like that and I recall getting an email from him where he literally said okay Henry I got to go I'm going to be late for the conference that may have been the last email he ever sent so I was at work and uh just on the computer on the internet and then we started hearing about um what was going on at the World Trade Center Phoebe who was only 6 months old was just struggling to settle all my kids have loved just being pushed around in push chairs and Buggies gets them to sleep most of the time so you do what any parent didn't melt took her off the beach this time and was just basically walking up and down you know please sleep my understanding is that she saw the televisions there which suddenly would show the towers and what was going on when have been hit I think she may have come back and called Matthew Matthew went up and I was on the beach and then eventually Matthew said basically what what had happened immediately I wasn't that concerned I mean I knew Jeff worked for Reuters up in um Time Square you're well away from the World Trade not not long after was basically I think someone in the office told me I think it was Henry aome um told me that basically Jeff might have attended the meeting I remember um calling Henry from this this public pay phone there I am seeing what's happening on TV I've got this seen this email from Jeff saying Henry I got to go I'm going to be late for the conference which was at the right time for him to have got the Subway downtown from his apartment and get to the conference I didn't know what to say to mat I just I just mumbled something I'm not sure what I said but I didn't tell him that hey I know your brother's in the building I couldn't I mean what would you say got through to Rob and he just remember him almost blurting out Jeff in the T remember just dropping the phone he'd spoken to Caroline and you know it became very clear that um you know Jeff headed down to the conference and was you know at the top of the um the North Tower which obviously by this time had had collapsed two came down and one just came down now on firefighters and cops really bad you're going to have Mom just a gasp I mean she just she knew I mean she's always said that she felt he died I I just I just had that feeling that he was no more so that was the day where that American guy was dissolving into tears in our office and my entry diary entry simply says the end of the day WTC tragedy how straight Lac is that later in the day it started becoming clear a few people who would due to be going to the conference were okay and found and known to be okay but an awful lot of people were not simply not being heard from and Nick responds saying nothing we can do I'm afraid people here can't even find out if husbands and wives are okay I had no idea I me obviously you know it's going no idea this you saw the Jeff email right yeah I was copyed on that but I didn't see until you know a couple of days later and I remember I used to mock you for keeping your diary Henry you're sort of owly blowby blow account of working I don't remember exactly how long but but Matt continued to work for for the company for a while but the pressure and stress and a number of other factors meant that he just took leave of absence that got formalized sometime later as okay Matt's left he's not coming back to the company I kept in touch with Matt and we would talk about stuff and share views about things and I think think he started um looking into what had happened with a bit more interest um weeding through all of the Mad crazy theories put around on the internet you know get taught in the movies and stuff that there's been a crime it's going to be investigated you're going to go to court and you're going to get truth and Justice potentially someone uh held accountable for it um we've never had that with 91 there has been no examination of the events of that day in court we have the 9/11 commission report as an investigation uh but nothing to that legal standard that we all know whether you trust it or not it's it's what normally happens so Matt is uh uh a very interesting uh man it's going to H him if it if he hasn't um moved on I can't see he's ever going to let this go hey Matt Hi how are you doing how you doing mate you good yeah not too bad yeah yeah yeah um so what's been what's new since we were saw each other last half my hair your hair yeah I wasn't going to say anything about that match well you haven't got any I see you're wearing a 911 well it's theth aniversary coming up isn't it so I did maths at univers University I slightly unusual I did maths and then I did applied social studies Masters you know it was sort of Ideal really for some to make somebody suspicious about 9/11 cuz the maths told me that there was something terribly wrong with the energy equation what we'd call the energy equation of the towers I also have my social science background so I knew how easy it is to brainwash people basically people wrote in after our ad in the guardian saying oh you know we don't agree with this and I wrote a letter back and normally you wouldn't expect they'd just been it they think well we've got his money we'll B it um but actually they ran it journalism you know if you're anti-establishment or suspicious of the establishment journalism it's very very hard to make a living and I figured out that freshly roasted coffee should work well we started off with just a a homemade coffee roasting machine on the street corner and then you know it's got bigger and I'm now I'm approaching retirement actually uh so if you know anybody out there who wants to buy a coffee shop in nsing Hill you know so is this this is the full size that was a full page of the independence it's bigger it would have been bigger yeah it was was it a Tablo then or was it still a those days it was still a Brad yeah yeah but when I when we met yeah when we first met I remember it clearly Matt I've got I've got a hazy memory cuz I thought it was uh that very first reinvestigate 911 meeting in about May 2013 or April 2013 I mean one of the most important things that happened to the 9/11 truth movement was that Matt Campbell turned up go back a bit and 2004 um because we as a family had brought back repatriated remains through English law you have to have an inquest and I just started to think a little you know light bulb moment if I repatriated Jeff's remains would that force a new inquest um that's exactly what politicians have been saying to us can you find a victim and then you showed up you know and I and I thought this is fantastic you know we finally cracked it Ian had some contact we ended up arranging a meeting with Michael mecher he was a labor MP not my mp but he'd been a long-term skeptic very cynical about you know what the US government had been up to and other issues with the narrative and when we had a private meeting with him he basically said this has destroyed my reputation when I do this very supportive I mean he basically said whatever I need to do to help you get your brother's inquest reopened you know U getting contact and and he basically you know said use the remains um you know it's it's a a big part know so we had a death certificate issued um towards the end of October and then around um December um I remember both the Press but also the police liazon officers telling us um that we were very very unlikely to get any remains of Jeff because he bodies had been vaporized which you know in hindsight it's a really strange term to use it was actually from the chief medical examiner there literally no choice a significant number of people it's utterly utterly horrifying obviously you know plenty of bodies had been found but I think due to the degree of fragmentation and and all the rest of it and obviously what they knew they had I think it was um a day before mom's birthday um in June and I think she got a call from you know our police liers and officer so remains had been identified and um the piece in question was a a piece of Jeff's collarbone and I thought Jeff is having a laugh on us when it was 6 months we went on motor rail it's a long story but it jerked and he was thrown on the ground at 6 months old he had a green fracture I don't forget my broken collar bone when I was 6 months so but you know he went from Undertaker in the states it then got delivered to uh an Undertaker in the UK and then it was released to us it was in a little casket I didn't know what to do with it and so for quite a few years it just sat outside my office on the top floor of my house in 2004 um mom got another call from the the police and um this time three of his remains had been identified they were small bone fragments um I remember one was um from his his thigh bone but they they were small and so we now we had four another lot came over and that actually was his scalp bit of his scalp bit of his face bit of his jaw his ear just you know recognizable you know it wasn't burnt cuz my fear was that you know to be in the Flames we were told by the um uh police leason that there was good chance that that he could just be vaporized or whatever the term is when there just ash in a world TR on the the 6 floor there's no injuries but the people are trapped they don't have fear okay so I mean the very first inquest was here at the West London coroners court and anyway out of the 67 British victims um 10 had actually been identified they basically created 10 different inquests but it's like a joint inquest or inquiry that they they held only two of the 10 victims were represented by family members at the time I didn't know that all of the 10 inquests were done in Aon 45 I've listened to the audio I've got the actual transcript official transcript and they spent probably no more than about 3 or 4 minutes talking about my brother's life and what was found and it seemed incredibly short that you know that's that's his moment of of of an inquiry and Justice into the events surrounding his death after the inquest a couple of weeks later I think Mom just got a formal letter which is you know it's basically the conclusion at the coroner drew the impact into the uh North Tower of American Airlines 11 caused the subsequent collapse of the building and that's how my brother died the inquests were held at a time when all the families would still have been in stunned disbelief in ability to accept all the different psychological states that you're you're in so it's like yeah get this done sweeping in under under the carpet close that chapter move on 8 years ago my brother had an inquest here uh and you know didn't attend and it it's kind of weird standing outside the building now that possibly hopefully within 2 years I'm actually going to be inside that building attending his reopened inquest so if all things were considered it's not political it's not anything else it's just purely looking at the evidence and the new evidence and the lack of inquiry into that evidence so much new information has come to light since the inquest not withstanding Jeff's own remains which weren't available and witness testimony about what happened on 9/11 yes I I I would like that to be submitted and the Attorney General to make a decision on that and I think really with all the information that we have I think it should go through you know we've got way over what's required to basically get the authority granted by the attorney general I'm sure M might have more faith in British justice but um I'm afraid I'm pretty cynical but if you don't try you don't succeed so I'd say an awful lot is down to the luck of the draw um as to whether Matt goes before an individual who cares about the facts you know there's absolutely no reason in law why Matt shouldn't [Music] win my name is Drew deama and I'm the director of operations for an engineering firm in New Jersey um my mom Jean cavco dep was killed in 9 11 and she was in the World Trade Center Tower 1 I write this letter to support the application of the Campbell family and briefly to explain why I believe that further investigation into the cause of the collapse of World Trade Center 1 uh is not only worthwhile but necessary because the ruling that the towers collaps due to fire makes them the first and only skyscapers in the world to do so by that cause the first and only of anything deserves extreme scrutiny especially given the cloud of Doubt surrounding all the events that transpired before during and after that 9/11 [Music] day we're at the 911 memorial this is the town I live in I didn't live here when my mom uh passed but it's a nice remembrance and I'm glad my town has this uh for all the people that were affected in this town I've been part of the the town's Parks committee for about a year now and we actually just ran a fundraiser to help raise some funds to upgrade the playground equipment uh there's a balance beam there now that kind of stretches the playground you know there's you see benches all around the park um pretty much everywhere and that's what most people donate but I think we have enough benches um I want some you know kids can enjoy so Drew doesn't really talk about his mother as much as I'd hope uh we met in 04 and he told me a little bit about it everything but we only really talk about it on the anniversary uh but this is something that he has been involved in in the last 2 or 3 years and I feel like this is closure and almost a catharsis for him I started going down the rabbit hole doing a bunch of research I was fine I got a little angry for a little bit of time um but now I'm pretty much at peace with everything Drew is as you know lost his um his mother before he was fully grown he's an example of someone who's been able to weather the loss at a very inconvenient time that was too soon and somehow managed to make himself an adult uh and a father and a husband this picture was taken in Miami Florida it was Jean's 40th birthday weekend um it was a lot of fun it was something that we always um planned to do when Jean turned 40 and we actually did it so my husband calligraphi this for me me it is actually something that Jean sent an email she didn't write it but she it was an email that she sent she found called from me to you to several people minutes before the towers were struck she was trying to get her life together and this was maybe something that she was reading periodically to help her you know re-evaluate her life and um divorce was a pretty rough time for my mom it hit her really hard just emotionally physically um but I felt at that point in 911 she was actually in good physical health she started working out more you know I guess when you have big life changes you go one way or the other she was exercising more she love biking um so she was B bicycle riding she she was losing weight she was she was definitely happier for sure so that's kind of a bright side that you know I always hope when I go you know it's that you know a peak of of Happiness as opposed to the the ladder we got chickens in this past year you know they provide us a breakfast every morning the kids love handling them some chickens are more social than others probably a no so I couldn't be happier here they definitely have different personalities though chickens aren't as dumb as you would think they actually understand U you know may up to like 20 words or something I read I don't know if that's true or not but I like animals so so Jean's name is right here she works in the city um she's usually out of the house before I even woke up cuz I drove myself to school at that point and then she didn't get home usually till late and when she came home I was out with my friends and then maybe we saw each other for dinner and then I'd be out so whenever she was probably asleep by the time I got home being a kid you want to be out doing stuff and like I said she was communing to the city every day you know I had not seen this Memorial before and I was surprised how immense it is and exactly from what I read points right to where the towers stood we got PL CR the World Trade Center you aware just another normal work day dropped Marissa off at my parents house and uh got to work I don't remember the exact time um but my principal came knocking on my door and took me into the hallway and said that my mother had called and but wanted me to go to her house um so I was walking through the halls and there's just a lot of commotion going on I had no idea what was was happening and then they called the I guess like a meeting for the whole school into the gym and they kind of explain what happened um the principal explained that planes flew into the buildings [Music] people second being trans to number two World Trade Center exp my mom works there um so it's just like everyone else that day if anyone knew any that that worked there around there they were on the phone and so I kind of went into numb mode I call it you know I just like didn't have any feelings and she asked if someone should drive me home and I said no no I'll go and I drove home just totally focused and when I got there you know you just keep seeing those same pictures of the all we had at the time was those pictures of the planes flying into those buildings um and we just we went home and I wasn't a smoker back then but that day I share as heck had a cigarette I called their high school and um they had already left I have not been up there I've only been to the memorial inside and I've been to the waterfalls um but I have not been up into the tower you know cuz after 20 years you come to a place in your mind where you're you know not necessarily at peace but you've kind of me personally I've kind of put it in its little pocket you know and then every once in a while something happens or you know someone says something and it kind of brings you back to a little bit of that place where you don't always want to be the next day though my two brothers and my sister went into the city I stayed home with my parents and Marissa and they took pictures of Jean and you know people were just trying to find people that could find their P their loved one nothing was ever found of my mother so um had nothing to go on as far as physical evidence for her personally and I was probably the most optimistic person in my family I was like you know you know she she's going to come out of it you know we'll find her eventually even like weeks after that you even years after I was like you know who knows maybe she was at a coma she wered off somewhere I think with a weekend my uncle uh who's her brother um pretty much you know he analyzed where she worked where her office was she was on the H 100th floor and there was no way that she could have now he just didn't want me to like hold up false hope he pretty much gave it to me straight it's like you know the chances suff her making out were were pretty slim um so so that was uh pretty disappointing to say the least um he he could have let me hold on to some hope but uh no I was I always like people give it to me straight um like to give do that for other people so I expect the same return I mean I have to say when I'm with u my niece and nephew Drew and Jamie Jean's kids it's a comfort you know she's there I mean she's everywhere but she's there with those kids I went to the 10year I guess Memorial when it was 10 years ago um didn't really do anything for me as far as helping me um grieve because I've already you know done that um so I don't need to go to any physical space to look at that hor again and again and again you know I kind of just deal with my own in my Own Way by myself or with my family or whatever it happens to be um but yeah I'm not interested in doing those those things the 10th anniversary was enough it's just amazing to me that that and I know that's the whole Crux of this whole thing like how does that just you know how do those buildings perfectly fall you know so it just strikes me as OD that three buildings within you know a couple hours of each other all fell down um so seems like something else was going on and Drew is a a man on a mission right now he wants all the answers there's a lot of stuff that you know didn't get analyzed correctly in my opinion I mean if they had done your job I probably wouldn't be here now uh you know shooting this documentary and trying to help get a new investigation I I think we owe as a country we owe it to the poor people that have passed away and their families and the world to find out what really happened here because it's not just a you know planes hit book closed kind of [Music] thing from the time I was a little kid I was building things I was old always trying to build something my mother used to say if it can be taken apart bill will take it toart cuz that's what he does he wants to know how things work he pulls and I pulled a lot of things apart my name is Bill Brer and I am a architect I've been an architect since uh 1984 but I've done architecture all my life you know I grew up right around here and here in this in this house and I must have built 20 forts in in the woods and the last one I built I think I was 15 years old it was fr AED properly it was completely wired for electricity I used I used barbed wire to run electricity from the house up to the up to my Treehouse which was 100 yards up in the woods I applied to Pratt I got in that January I I I moved down to New York I went to Pratt and it was interesting cuz when I got there the World Trade Center was under construction and from from my dorm out in Brooklyn you could see the two towers coming up the World Trade Center buildings each building was compared somebody from the New York Times I think said the World Trade Center looks like the box that the Empire State Building came in but it was fascinating they were always lit up you know even then that night you know and there was cranes on top and there was such activity so it was fun you know we got to watch that go up little did we know what was waiting for us in the future what's striking about Bill is that even though he lost his his best friend and went through some tough times he was fortunate enough to be able to pull out of it not everybody does you know I met Frank uh I met Frank de Martini at Pratt he was one of the first guys I met I for some reason I just fell in with him and and the two of us really really hit it off we were popular in the community um lots of people knew us and uh work just came out of the sky you know we had lived through the bombing of 1993 which was actually Frank's entry into the the whole Realm of the World Trade Center Frank kind of walked me through what that damage was and how robust the structure of the building was there were redundancies beyond belief he was a big fan of the History Channel and he said why is hasn't there been a History of the World Trade Center on the History Channel that should be you know that's that's got to be something so he uh I can't remember the woman's name uh but he contacted this woman and and they worked and worked and worked and they finally produced it the building probably could sustain multiple impacts of jetliners because this structure is like the mosquito netting on your screen door and the Jet Plane is just a pencil puncturing that screen netting wow good to hear his voice when he made that statement he was working for Leslie E Robinson one of the designers one of the structural engineers who designed that structure he had believe me Frank was as bad as me when it came to understanding how things work so you know he had uh I know he had many conversations with Leslie about how the building went together you know how it how it how it was designed you know to to withstand um all manner of of of loads of dynamic loads that's what they call a plane hitting the building or a wind hitting the building my kids were asking me about um about 911 and it was it's really hard to talk about it and explain it and I I was curious to what they pick up on you know and is it a scary thing I can't believe it's almost 20 years I can't either it seems like yesterday I was not in a good place in my life I had spent some time with Frank and that was the good part I I I had lost my job uh and my marriage was not in a good place you know I just things were I I was down and out there was some excitement in my life because Frank it was and I was nervous because Frank and I were about to go into business together and and it was funny because Frank for the longest time had tried to get me to help him get out of the World Trade Center you know I you know my day-to-day life was was going down to this high-rise in in Long Branch New Jersey and working on an apartment and you know Frank was going to work at the uh at the Trade Center you know I was an early riser and I got up at 6:00 it was about an hour and a half hour and 45 minute drive and as I came around the corner onto off of Route 80 and onto I95 that's where the World Trade Center comes into view and the North Tower looked like a chimney so I dialed up Frank and uh it went to voicemail and I dialed him again and it went to voicemail I just kept I couldn't get him we were supposed to have dinner with Frank I remember the three of us yeah were supposed to have dinner our father daughter dinner was going to be our father daughter Uncle dinner I panicked I just continued South and uh went to Long Branch went to the job when they told me that the South Tower had collapsed I was shocked I was like that's impossible yeah get ready for the big the tower just collapsed the whole thing collapsed yeah it's collaps what do you mean the whole thing collapse I'm watching it live I didn't know what what to think of it I really didn't um you know we all went everybody went into shock it was just the most most bizarre I mean it was it was like an out-of- body experience and uh I could I was just consumed with worry about Frank you know and I didn't even think about Nicole hello you Nico D Martini please leave a message hi Nicole it's Bill Hey listen I'm up in h Fort Green Park trying to find Frank's bench and his trees and there's a bench nearby but it's dedicated to people who passed away from Co 19 thanks Nicole and he used to live right up right up this street at 11a South Elliott place but we planted trees just like these they were just like these you know because there was nothing left of the people that perished you know I I think um Bobby mlane at least they got his body you know he was one of the very few there were there most people just disappeared from the prison ship Martyrs Monument when you stand the base of the monument you can look out there she is hi Nicole hi Bill how are you I'm good how are you we didn't put in a bench they didn't allow us they were very strict they were like we parent put in a bench do you remember exactly when that was that we did that planting for the for Frank's Memorial yeah maybe 2003 that's what I'm thinking in the spring of 03 Big Pine trees that are right next to the tennis court across the the walk yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah I see them now and they've planted some new smaller ones now that have fences exactly yes yes so there are a few more that were planted later right after that and they didn't really take good care of them yeah this is to for Frank too wow yeah the crab apples were for Frank too but it's got some fruit on it sh I will well we're here and this is it this crab apple is hers that Pine or his that Pine is his and that Spruce was one of them I mean it's not everybody that could say they got trees planted in one of New York City's most famous parks in their honor the guy that that nah was trying to convince at the at the parks department was very strict he said Frederick La Alstead never designed the park to have benches all over the place and I that doesn't make sense to me but anyway it was the excuse that was given it it's almost like the excuses that were given to um to us as to what happened to those Towers just excuses I didn't really start to think about the mechanics you know here I am the guy that likes to know how things work I didn't really start to think about that for 5 years straight ahead I'll never set foot in that Freedom Tower that's not my cup of tea I call it the blood building lot of people died to put that there I enough unnecessarily but I I took my books I took my toys I took my tools um I took my grandfather clock and I took my car and I left you know I came up here I put everything in storage and I moved into this little cottage here and um didn't know what to do I um I didn't know what to do and that's this is where in this Cottage is is where I found Architects and engineers for 9/11 truth and I I look at it as this is what I do for Frank this is what I not just for me I mean it's a lot for me and Frank is gone and nothing's going to bring him back he's he's he's his history you know when that when those explosives tore that building apart uh it tore the people apart too so the Saving Grace is that Frank didn't feel a thing you know he just disappeared cuz so many people didn't get bodies nothing and we actually got a full not a full body but we got a body to take home and bury and you know we're we're so grateful for that hundreds of Parts they would get from the body and they just said I don't want it anymore I we can't take this anymore they would get you know every week they get a call we found you know an elbow we found a thumb or something and we have a relatively sound body that we got to take home and that you know we went home and B buried him we so it was Tuesday a week after 911 we burn them it might have been sometime that week our doctor brought so I got I got a Bobby put the flowers in there and that's uh I've been doing that for 20 years now good at least it was they just cut the place they what they do I can tell really you just move it hey B like that they clean it up for us around the edges yeah usually they leave the grass there he'd love the yellow and purple flowers in there yeah all right I'm going to go up and clean the bench all right I'm just going to sit not what I'm cleaning not sit yes I'm going to sit and just think about Bobby clean away just get this stuff there where are those stones from well say mostly from you know Ground Zero and and Japan but I've added Stones I know this didn't come from Japan we would have never been able to carry it we St we did two Stone walks I think we did maybe three ston walks one one in Korea Nagasaki to hoshima we pushed a 2,000 lb Stone and on the way we're we're talking about antiw the 911 we're not we we think war is the wrong decision the monks the buddist monks you know pushed with us now we're talking days at the time I mean talk about how friendly you can get after days I mean if I was a religious person I would become a monk tomorrow all right now can we sit for a minute yeah you can sit you're going to stand yeah okay we did it babalo it looks beautiful look at the uh flowers yesterday or a thousand mil back thousand years back seems like a thousand years yeah sometimes it feels like yesterday afternoon what is not considered often is uh the other victims of 9/11 like the 30,000 soldiers that were involved in the war since 911 who have killed themselves uh the 7,000 that have died uh and all the people that are handicapped and disabled uh as well as all the First Responders that are getting sick and dying that's America's World well that's there's the answer so am America's Got got to change America's got to grow up the people of America have got to grow up they've got to get out of this they would never mentality you know if they would never then you know they would never lie about the environmental impact of 911 causing upwards of 70,000 911 First Responders to become sick and dying this government is more than capable of anything anything that's why I've going into history history is so important to me because we've been doing this [ __ ] forever and you know we're saying that we're leaving Afghanistan but how many mercen how many thousands are we still leaving there you know it's disgusting I mean we've been dealing with these people we've dealt with that been Laden for 20 years then suddenly he becomes in 98 becomes the the boogeyman the bad guy the people that were in Iran ConEd Lee Hamilton in 90 9293 had hearings on it he dismissed everything he got it off the books and guess what who's leading the 911 Commission Lee Hamilton so if you put all these together you know it's it's bad news it really is bad news and it's a horrible horrible cover up that was presented to the world as the definitive account of 911 first of all they only answered 30% of the family's well researched questions there's so many things of by choice by Design and that that keeps us discussing back and forth back and forth we which is why I can't say definitively that I know what happened on 9/11 I couldn't tell you one way or the other what happened to this building that is where the majority of the people were murdered that day there are family members that still question how those buildings came down and as long as it's an important question to them it will always be an important question to me I want to find and I spent so much time talking about how he died and the thing is I'm sick of getting emotional okay I really am and I you know I really want to talk about who the hell killed Bobby uh we had enough for Jack yeah well I guess I could grab a gerber daisy out of there but okay let's go all right yeah all right all right bubal love you see you next week we went to a psychologist immediately he said but look at it this way just put a Sil D or a half do in front of your eye like this okay he says you know that's right there it's in your face and it's going to stay in your face but eventually it just starts moving away and as that moves away then you you can see over here you can see over here but it's still there but eventually moves further out then you can see this way you can see this way but it's still there and eventually keeps moving out and it's the truth you know we can laugh now we can do we we have fun things but it's always there respond got some very burn burned victims in one building War Lobby West Street yeah West Street side okay thank [Applause] you you know hopefully we just sort of drop out because I'm not I don't want to sit and argue with people uh I I just think it speaks for itself you know obviously you know he's dead right so you know I have this and then so a doctor confirming and not confirming it you know it's it doesn't mean anything to me you know a medical professional do like I might say you're a medical profession I come up to you and say this is 911 he probably be scared to death to say one thing or [Music] another sirel H wh I am a forensic pathologist and a medical legal consultant I was the coroner of Aly County Pittsburgh and 129 surrounding municipalities for 20 years two separate 10year per periods since 1957 I would estimate I have performed about 21,000 autopsies I have reviewed signed off or supervised on about 41,000 other autopsies uh when I was asked to review the warrant commission report it was in August of that year that I pointed out that the president's brain was missing others knew about it but no one had said a word and so anyway so these are the things that I do all of these consultations and these autopsies and then occasionally you know the major National controversial case black belt blue box abrasions um oh the much of the face is marked here is missing they could block everything except the lower face is blocked off Unfortunately they don't describe the remaining portion of the skull to permit me to determine whether um it looked like that which is missing had blown off uh as opposed to having been crushed most of head yeah I'm right ABS most of head so what what is it that the father wants to know okay and the body was found when he was found shortly after the north P was struck and he was in front of in the near near the lobby like entering the lobby so he was well then it had to be from some kind of an explosive effect normally the way it works is if you have a family member that's uh murdered you call the police and the police do an investigation and you trust the authorities to be thorough to care and to want to get to the truth and you don't have to go petition it's not the proper role and citizen should have to take as to force the government to do investigation but apparently that is what's required all right another day come we're at uh Point mountain reserve and every 911 I go for a hike uh to remember my mom it's better for me you know instead of going to a church or Memorial you know I just like to be by myself you know with the ones I love and uh that's how I deal with things I've been to the site a number of times um I've never been to the museum my sister invited me I really have no want or need to go there um I find it probably mostly depressing she she confirmed my suspicions um she said it was great to do once but probably would never do it again 20 years is really just a number I know for most people who don't deal with it every day you know 20 20 years is a big deal um but same thing year in year out for me having kids and not having my mom here is has been pretty tough I just really wish my kids had a chance the meter and there's not many people I feel that are willing to to do what I'm doing right now just to kind of say keep the victims memories alive as well as you know hopefully get down to the bottom of things I think we need a more sense of community in this country and I think 911 did that for a little bit and then taper it off so as long as people start to think for themselves and you just you know hold the ones dear to them close and uh just have fun and don't take themselves so seriously I think the world will be a better [Music] place we're going to get some flowers in London aren't we I've got them here have you got them with you everything ready yes in that little bag yes the big you know we um like here's a random thought yes we call it 911 yeah but you know that's weird I know and in fact but would would you ever call it 119 it just no no does it have a significance 20 years I me it's just one of those things it's like so different to any anniversary it's kind of yes of course for anything could be wedding anniversary could be you know it's a strange thing to give why does the 19th anniversary have less importance than the 20th a few minutes time now we will be arriving into our next station G one those places uh uh where's the Q There is no q no but I'm just saying's not it's not a grave but I want to say that after coming for like 15 years I stopped coming because why did you stop coming because well I stopped going after I suppose about 15 years because I found it difficult because so many people have not had their loved ones identified and we've had a number of things come over I remember the flurry of emails and letters that were going around when this was being proposed osed and designed every year September 11th for the first 15 years I used to come she'd Hannah would arrange in advance where you want you to read out our family member but you sometimes had to read a couple of other people depending on how many came is it is it that's really lovely it's can you read that M time is too slow for those who wait I'd like to lay our roses here if we could yes okay put one down from Rob and then I'll do dad's in hours yeah yeah I can't quite to reach it can you Matthew oh always I'll be in your heart don't forget my soul is near you and so will never be aart and this is from your friends at R Waters which is rather poignant that's where he was on that fateful day keep that on my sideboard next to Jeff's picture where is it there supposed to be a remnant of um um the memorial stone is carved by hand and includes an extract from the American poet Henry van djk underneath it preserved in resin lies a section of the steel gerder salvation the world TR I knew it was I thought and it would be in that top part there it up test it for explosive reses all right M should we um should we head out I think so yeah I'll go get my bag and he going to walk about with me I mean obviously I grieve my Jeff but I thought well Jeff wouldn't want me to see see me in the corner crying all the time yes I just thought well I want Jeff to see that I I am going on with life and I am continue to be the happy person I always was and am you know so that's what help me through I know Matthew and Robert had a lot a lot a lot of struggles but um that's the way that is but say we're all individuals and we deal with things differently when it takes decades to get some semblance of Justice um it's always through the NeverEnding fights that it it just seems so wrong that family members have to pursue in order to get some sort of Justice one of the things that you know I've always personally found to be quite striking is the degree of fragmentation of The Remains the title of this report is human identification following the World Trade Center disaster assessing management practices for highly fragmented and co-mingled human remains so out of the 2,600 odd who died at the World Trade Center you know there's 22,000 fragments medical examiner Personnel were initially caught off guard by the degree of Destruction and fragmentation of the recovered human remains 5,000 of those 22,000 fragments are smaller than an inch it's 1,00 and something people have not been identified that's a huge you can't even fathom Jeff's remains know more than 2 3% of his body it's actually the last remain identified in uh May 2013 um this fragment that's still in New York was actually given a location it's just south of the North Tower it's between 18 and 41 M away from the south tower okay it's not the kind of 2 or 300 M distance that some remains be found there's a horrendous um map that I think the fire brigade prepared and they you know they tag whether it's a civilian fire fter Etc but there is one that just tags human remains and it's it's awful you've got the two Footprints of the towers and there's just this huge spread of remains that were once people okay we know the steel beams were propelled out with huge forces but the actual physical stuff that I care about people and my brother were ejected outside of the um the footprints and they and it's just it's it's so unpleasant thinking about it but I've since read a lot that has been published about the the search to to try and identify people is this this concept of co-mingling the explosive force that blew over fire trucks and peeled Stone facades from buildings also disintegrated human bodies turning bones into flying shrapnel the tidal wave of debris that Carri remains blocks away depositing them in some cases on top of buildings also fused um T tissue into bone fragments and that basically means the impact of the of the the force of the explosion you know not just you know the pancake collapse whatever has actually mingled remains into my brother and so the only explanation she could give me was they couldn't get a clear single DNA match in those remains so I just got this horrible vision of of other people's remains being removed from my brother's face it was just yeah it's that's not going to happen from crushing um a building collapses and uh two or more people are crushed I can't Envision a situation in which the soft tissue of one victim is hurled with such Force as to become embedded into attached to a bony fragment of another victim I can't Envision that and one of the things I always pondered about is you know okay there's all this massive degree of fragmentation some people Nothing found at all but you also had Fairly large parts of people being found I mean there was one gu at the inquest same floor as my brother 86% of his body was found I'm not going to say who it was but you know he kept he was one of the two family members that actually bothered attending and there you go but he's just there going I don't I don't understand why CU everyone kept being read out you know small fragment small this 2% and he's sitting there going how and and for me you know the unpleasant conclusion I've drawn is it's proximity to explosive so if you were very close to the explosives there's not a lot left to you that's that's something I've always you know thought about um it's quite dark topic to kind of touch on or thought to have even um this is a strange situation I hope that the Architects and engineers and others who have U study this um um horrible tragedy and who have expressed their opinions will um be given the opportunity to testify in public uh I hope that happens and I'm amazed that it has not yet happened i' had a been holding a vision in my head of standing outside this building after successfully getting the authority from the attorney general it's that it's not the coroners court but it's that important step after the attorney general you know exciting is the wrong word but it's like you know we're actually at this point right now where I know that you know myself and you know Mom and hopefully Dad and Rob will will be going up to London and actually submitting us to the attorney [Music] general you okay do you want to wear your hat now MAF no you do oh you going to wear a hat only for the photo here we go sit in or you on the edge thank you let's assume that the Attorney General grants his authority an order will go to the high court to quash the original inquest and to open a new one the high court typically um sides with what the attorney general has decided so you know we're hopeful that once the Attorney General says yes grants his authority it should be a formality for the case to be pushed to the West London coroners Court you know the question then would be after the Court's TR the court case um how I feel then and you know it's been a hard hard work over a year to get everything together to actually come to this day you know a couple of weeks before the 20th anniversary is is you know it's a massive ACH went to yeah I went to the reinvestigate 911 meeting that was being held in London and it was the first time I was actually interacting and actually you know seeing people who you know were like me didn't believe the official Narrative of what we've been told so yeah so I mean because in the early days it was really just me I mean started going slightly insane in the early years you know anyway I was still dealing with um depression and you know I basically had a a huge Eureka I just felt I was able to actually go public properly and you know I guess talk about stuff and I was kind of inspired by the speakers that are reinvestigate 91 I thought I can surely do something cuz I'm a family member and you know I lost someone you know I think that all of us together as applicants you know it helps the case I guess to a certain extent all right all you want to go to um 54 Dy Street Dy Street and eie that's Henry place is like a ghost town and they it goes all the way back they have a lot of space so if you want to get a meeting room there I'm sure we're waiting for Ian H okay to turn up you know you can't predict the future but this could be the moment that changed everything you know I'm not 100% optimistic about that but it could be if you don't even try then you've lost to start with so and and how much Matt's tried I mean this is just like Matt's day today well today's the culmination of a lot of hard work by a lot of people where it goes beyond here who's to say we'll find out I guess in probably a few months in this box we have just shy of 3,000 Pages this is a cover letter to the attorney general I witnessed statements from First Responders who were there when you know the three towers collapsed you know these First Responders who are willing to support our application but also um in court prepared to be cross-examined as as Witnesses I'm hopeful that we can actually change the verdict of what caused my brother's death um that it was explosives that ultimately killed him if um the senior coroner at uh the West London Coroner's Court looks at our application decides it has enough Merit um to reopen my brother's inquest he can sign that consent order and it will speed things up tremendously and you know we could be talking months instead of years to actually get this stuff into court when I looked at Jeff remains you know for me I wasn't really looking at my brother and for me the physical form the 3D form of Jeff has gone um that doesn't mean he's not you know in the stust and around us all the time you know yes well this is one of my favorite photos of Jeff if you can see here that he's got his blue spotty tie and um after Jeffer died we went back to the flat and I asked Caroline I'd love to take something back of Jeff's and um I asked if I could have his um spotty tie but he called it his lucky tie I like to think of happy thoughts of Jeff I know there's a lot of sadness and that but um yes I'd like to go forward thinking it could make make a difference he he worked um in London I think it was the Abby National and it was the time when there were bomb scares going off and in fact at Bartley card we had various drills and things like that and he said to me um do you know Mom you can just be in the wrong place at the wrong time always thought of Morin and the three three boys and um in fact I've been a lovely bracelet with from Matthew and Mel with the three signs three stones from the three boys and if anyone ask me you know how many children you've got I always say three h I think you should be proud of all your efforts and Jeff yeah hope so sure Dad is too in his way so I have hope um I I think at this stage it's it's too premature for me to be thinking too far in the future you know the application has been submitted where it leads after that I I I don't know but I'm I'm just pleased we're here it's submitted and we'll see what the future brings my wife's always said she sees me has visions of of me outside the high court and we' you know we've got it there she can't really see further than that but she just has his vision she likes me wearing a shirt occasionally which i' I've done today you know she just sees me outside the um the court you know am I going to get a haircut um no I'm going to keep my hair it's growing on me um be fun to annoying mom um you know she prefers me wearing a hat these days um but no I like my hair it's uh it's still that a little bit towards the system and my frustration but um no it's growing on me I'm going to keep it how should I put this yeah of course government's lie it's their job but it makes you very cynical about the world in my view quite rightly so our country took the wrong ta they didn't investigate 911 thoroughly and I think it's caused us to live in fear of something that we didn't fully understand I can't remember who said it somebody said you know World War 3 will be fought with the most incredible uh technology with the most incredible weapons of War and World War I will be fought with sticks and stones and I believe it Thomas Merton had uh a phrase that he coined uh called the Unspeakable evil so awful and almost unimaginable that it defied the ability of words to capture it it's a void that exists even before uttering the Unspeakable well the void would be not talking about 9/11 that if we don't deal with it then we can't correct it the story story can only last so long however uh enduring this seems that lies always need protecting the truth doesn't when the dust settle the glass in the metal lies devastated the screens still echo every mind in America and let me start again right God this like [ __ ] outakes it's ridiculous right the dust settle the thees devastated the screen still echo every mind in America engulfed in fear welcome to the aftermath of Futures here it was a September morning when everything Chang ashes rain from the towers Pentagon in Flames lies gone in the flash loved ones and strangers the fear of a boogeyman and New World danger they sold the safety lot us into a war spy and your neighbors had locked your door it was written the pck have a plan for us lies in the White House who can you trust evidence going missing bones and Ste families want answers the truth will heal so much disinfo and outright lies two decades later and we ask why why was how never left from the report why despite all the evidence and signs ignored we insist this purposely skewed the fact smelling like a cover of P treason thect unspeakable the lies and deception why are the neglecting the truth is in question the lies and deception why are they neglecting the truth is in question the lies and deception why are they neglecting the truth is in question the lies and deception why are they neglecting the truth is in question unspeakable do you mind this being well frankly emotional it's great to feel peaceful everyone wants to feel peaceful but I can't do it anymore but I'm able to bounce it I'm angry I'm always angry I'm angry at this country I just want to try to do the right thing that's all I would say 20 years later do you feel safer old Tower's gone new skyscrapers Homeland Security the Patriot Act solders into Wars I'm not making it back wasn't about being l and are keeping us safe money power and oil leading the chase colorcoded warnings keeping us awake 24/7 new cycle making us hate became us against them every Muslim suspect his trust runs Thin N it's a spine and assist just in any freedoms you have yeah that must end it's the new Norm Panic on the danh for the barrel still warm terrorist threat scream aloud from the horn so stressed out we didn't have time to mourn unspeakable the lies and deception why the neglect and the truth is in question the lies and deception why are the neglect and the truth is in question the lies and deception why are the neglect and the truth is in question the lies and deception why the neglect and the truth is in question [Music] unable never really exposed my feelings publicly like this in this venue um but I'm doing it because I 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