Netflix SELLING SUNSET : Chelsea Lazkani TELLS ALL! #JessACoupleThings

and as a black women's during black women's I stand with Chelsea black women's mon diamonds on my body and they crystal clear I made magic with these H watch them disappear uhhuh big rain drop my if you going name drop let's get it clear I just turn the water on you never saw before [Music] [ __ ] me like can you hear me can you hear me L okay I'm going to hang up call me again okay all right got I'm not getting into anything until Jesse's here because I don't want have to repeat myself but um you guys can let me know what you think of the season um I don't know sometimes it's weird because I just posted that we the number one unscripted Shan Netflix just now and it's so bit sweet for me to even like post that and be happy because I do genuinely feel like it's off of my back and off of my mind you know I feel like um I struggled so much during the season for us to be number one it's off of my struggle and I know that sounds crazy cuz we all put in work and we all like work really hard okay can you hear me we did it we did it Lord my God this is so good I haven't done IG live in a minute so I I don't know what is going on child okay my Lord hello thank you you know I got my reporter um my reporter wig on child I know we got I got my reporter wig on scared but you know I checked my post that I posted earlier today and there were like a th questions I'm guys I'm going to be honest with you I'm going to be as transparent as I can like to be quite honest with you I went on and I started TV and um there was so many obstacles and there were so many this is the way you should act these are the things you to do and watching the last season and I only watched parts of it I realized that like guys I've lost so much that the least I can do is just be transparent and wherever it goes It goes like yeah you don't you no one truly understands um what I've gone through in the last couple of months you know so um seeing some of the reactions I'm kind of like the least I can do is just give you guys the real so you guys can make your judgment up on the truth and um what will be will be you know I think first off because of what you just said I think it's important to First just ask you like how are you doing like how are how is Chelsea doing first of all like before we even go into the show what's what's transpired like how is Chelsea doing um I'm good I have my ups and downs I have my good days I have my bad days overall I'm healthy I'm blessed um I still love parts of my job um my kids are healthy my mind is strong my faith is strong I have days where I feel a little bit depleted but I think that's only normal but I think more than anything my vision is clear and I know exactly that I know I know for a fact because God tells me all the time like I'm going to be fine yeah like I'm going to be okay so I if for anyone that's out there that watches the show that's really worried about me don't be worried about me I know going to be fine I just to get through a couple of hurdles have a very like strong like support system right now do you have people that are checking on you to see how you're doing you know how does your support system look like right now so I'm not sure if anyone else is like this but I'm the type of person that I am my support system like I have very close friends one of my closest friends um her name's Sophie and she tck on me yes she on me she t on me like seven times a day even when I don't respond she always checks on me chriselle and Emma check on me all the time they're constantly they're constantly checking on me it's like they're inside my brain and inside my body and they know when I'm not doing so well and they send me a text message and I'm like damn they're forcing me to be a good friend and let them know if I'm not okay you know so um my mother is like my rock a she texts me a trillion times a day she calls me a trillion times a day so I have a lot of people that really love me um that are constantly checking on me to make sure I'm okay yeah it doesn't change the fact that sometimes I'm really not okay you know do you feel like you give yourself do you feel like you honor yourself enough to when your body your mind your heart is saying okay I'm not okay do you feel that you actually take the time to honor that or do you feel that you need to do a better job at honoring that I 100% need to do a better job honoring that because um I think watching myself evolve on TV I realized that I always put on this really strong facade because I don't know there's something about growing up in an African family that made you feel like you had to yeah yeah I kind of felt like you you're African immigrant family too on top of that yeah I kind of felt like I had to so but watching it back I'm like in some of these moments I really felt so vulnerable and I could have shown my vulnerability more and maybe it would have connected but because I'm so used to being strong and leaning back on my strength I didn't really show the fact that yo like yo guys filming season 8 yeah I'mma Be keep it 100% with the film in season 8 I was a broken person you would never guessed it I was a brok I didn't I never missed a call time for set not once during everything that went on did I miss a call time yeah or set but but I was going through some major depression some major depression like the worst I've ever had in my whole life yeah do you feel that putting up a strong facade is also because I mean you're a black woman like yes you are Nigerian yes you you know you're an immigrant in this country but also you're a black woman and I just black woman to black woman I do feel that when you are in a position like yours where you're you know you're you're being a boss babe you know you're out here you're getting to the money you know you're doing what you're doing and you're going after your dreams sometimes as a black woman you don't have the time to really like like sit back and say okay I I really can't be strong right now the world always expects us to be strong do you feel that that's something that comes with the territory as a black woman um a th% I think um look guys I came on the show with I'm not going to say a certain Persona because I think a lot of what you saw was me and I would never sit here and say it was someone different but I recognized that I was the minority on the show okay I recognize that I have a very different background being non-american being nonwhite from everyone else so I came in and I was like Chelsea if you're going to do this and this is me being so honest with y'all if you're going to do this and you're going to have people like accept you you're going to have to like really like step into it and be confident and guys I never told y'all this but you're going to you're going to CL on to something real quick so season five I started selling Sunset and I had a bang who remembers the bang had this wig that was just plopped on in the bang um I didn't really use Instagram at this point in time I was I wasn't had never really taken selfies I was so insecure about the way I looked I'd never been in front of a camera before I was so insecure about the way I looked so I had a bang to cover my face because I figured if I covered half of my face I wouldn't be so insecure because you wouldn't see like my whole face so being on coming in the screen and being on TV with everyone that I felt like had some experience being on TV you know most of my girlfriends my one of my best friends Emma she was a model she'd been on like you know on TV before kelle gorgeous she was an actress to be on on TV before Amanda had been on TV before I was one of the kind of ones that was like I had never really had social media I had never had like a public account I had never been public facing um I had never been in a space whereby like looks mattered so much it was more so like what's on paper that mattered right and then suddenly I'm thrown into this world whereby as much as what's on paper matters looks mattered and I wasn't confident in the way I look so I wor a bang um and I say this to say that um yeah that a lot of the time when you see me confident or you see me strong or you see me like putting on because I just felt like I had to I don't mean to be like oh my gosh like I'm a chameleon and I'm just put no I I know that I had to have a certain strength because I'm on TV and I'm on a show that's widely successful before me yeah yeah yeah yeah I hope that answers your question I'm not sure no it does like it answers my question and it leads me into like the first set of questions I do want to ask right yes and I want to encourage you not to look at the comments people are goingon to say whatever they want to say in the live I just want us to stay focused and I want to ask ask you questions that I know people are going to want know the want to know the answers to but also I don't want the live comments to distract you and us feeling like we got to check anybody in the comments no I saw crelle she was in the comments she's like I love you so shout out to love you shout out to those of y'all who are in the comments are spreading love so talking about having to be strong right watching this season for me from the beginning I did feel like just as a viewer very uncomfortable watching the interactions between you Mary and then is that her her boyfriend or is that her husband her husband her husband Mary's husband okay so Mary's husband security guard we're going to get into that but watching your interactions first of all there's an incident that comes up and Mary says that you know she doesn't say it outright but she takes a dig at you on on Instagram she's doing an Instagram live and people are asking I'll be transparent sorry Jesse sorry to interrupt you because I'm gonna call it what it is okay so what technically happened was Mary Bri Emma Mary Bri Emma were in the office and they were filming videos for social media they were filming content this content hadn't gone live yet for whatever reason some questions were asked and one of them was something along the lines of from what I heard who's the most problematic who's a potster or something like that and Mary was like definitely Chelsea like blah blah blah blah blah right and that got back to me right and what essentially happened after that is I text Mary and I was like I first first of all keep my name out of your mouth because I've never had anything negative to say about you oh wait wait wait wait there's actually an additional part to that Mary also said in the office that I have said negative stuff about Emma so she called me a pot sterer she called me um she said that I am the most problematic in the office she's called me aggressive she also said that I had negative things to say about Emma and I'm sitting there I'm like wait when did me and Mary start having this issue because three days prior we were at the white fox party in LA and we were we were a white fox party and we were all sitting around the table and Mary had a ton of anxiety and I turned to her and I was like are you okay and she was like I need to go to the restroom and I was like okay like and she was like yeah like she has anxiety I was like do you want me to walk you to the restroom cuz it was on the other side of the of the club and she was like please and I was like okay so I took her hand I held her hand this is me and Mary walking through the club because I know she had anxiety went to the restroom I the restroom waited for her to use the restroom left the restroom hold held her hand again walked her back to the table so at this point in time I'm kind of like really bonding with her feeling like I haven't really connected with her so much but now I'm connecting with her and I really like like it you know um to three days later hear her say all of these things about me and then on top of that a couple of people sent me links to a podcast in which she likened me to Christine whom she hates right and I'm like okay girl keep my name out your mouth what I'm like if I I knew you felt that way when you said you had anxiety I would sat there been like cool you know what I mean like I don't I don't need to like anyone that doesn't like me you know so I was so confused and I was speaking to Emma in that moment and I said you know what I'm gonna text her and Emma was like no don't text her don't text her like Chelsea don't put yourself in a situation where they have stuff to use against you on the show I said you know what I don't care time and time again people in this office play on my name right behind my back and the only thing I ever do is I go directly to the source yeah I didn't go to em and say Mary's a [ __ ] blah blah blah I didn't call crelle and say check I didn't call I went directly to Mary and said you and me have never had a problem keep my name out of your mouth how [ __ ] dare you you know and then you come on the show and say I'm being I I I wanted to attack you I never had a fight in my life that's too never had a phical fight in my whole life but that's what I want to get too because first of all she took a dig she took two digs you let her know hey keep my name out your [ __ ] keep my name out your [ __ ] mouth period I want to understand how Mary's little lamb got involved in women's business are you Peter or are you Patricia how did Patricia inject h cuz my thing is this right whatever goes on between women that's Women's Business the moment a man for me a moment should never get involved in women's business I don't give a damn how many lip injections you do get you are not a woman you need to stick your ass over there in men's business women over here men are over there so I want to understand how Mary did not understand how inappropriate it was not not only for Patricia AKA Romania whatever the [ __ ] his name is to reach out to you but also no cuz hold on but also I want to understand how she didn't understand how extremely aggressive if you want to talk about attacking and aggressive I want to understand how Mary didn't understand how her little lamb putting his hands on you like that in front of everyone was Not only was not only disrespectful and aggressive but also it was a very macro aggression because here's the thing you're not the first woman on that show to have an issue with Mary Mary has had plenty of issues with other women on that show I have never seen Patricia put his hands on n one of those other white ladies on that show but for whatever the reason he thought he he could put his hands on a black woman so I want to understand why she thought that was okay and since the show and all the commentary has she and Patricia and or Patricia apologized to you for that because that was racist Point Blank period it was aggressive it was racist and the fact that production nobody came in because you're even like turning your body you're like my God I I don't have a bodyguard and she's like well call your husband that was beyond aggressive to me Jessie hon with you is coming from because that was racist to be honest with I did sit in the interview SE um for sing Sunset and I I haven't watched the full show from beginning to end I've watched clips of it because it was very difficult for me and I did say that I did feel some microaggressions from Mary and I have from the day that I met her um from the very beginning before me and Mary even had some interactions based on my interactions with other ladies she's been very assed that I'm aggressive um that I'm um I don't know I I sometimes I think they like to use a little bit too much or very um um confrontational right and I've always kind of kept my distance respectfully as a result because I think even if you look at previous Seasons I questioned some of her managerial skills but I wasn't the only one that questioned it but because I questioned it to your face because your best friend Nicole questioned it too on the show but because I questioned it to your face suddenly I'm aggressive you know suddenly that that that entices a reaction to be like Chelsea's aggressive or Chelsea's this or Chelsea's that but what I what I would like to say is sometimes when you haven't been around um people from diverse backgrounds you form these preconceived notions of people that look like me and this is not trying to take digs because I don't feel this way about pretty much any other cast member except for Bri if I'm quite honest with you and we'll get there but Mary just seems like she's lacking a little bit of exposure because if you know me and if you know anyone that's known me for my whole life you know that and I'm not proud to say this cuz some people deserve a little bit of something I never been in a fight girl so using I never been no no one will ever tell you they've had a physical fight with me because I've never been in one you know I don't really believe in putting your hands on people so when you use when you use terms like I attack you it's like what was attacking in the conversation we had me telling you to keep my name out of your mouth is very matter of fact yeah you know it's not I'm going to you know we have to clock the fact that being assertive is not being aggressive but but it's very easy to label a black woman as a as aggressive it's just it's very easy to do that because unfortunately people look at black women and they think we're [ __ ] a ranga tangs for some reason you can have the same behavior pattern as every other woman in the room but when you have black skin and you're assertive and you know just how to stand on your feet and say yo I don't appreciate this I don't accept this don't play with me go play with somebody else it is automatically seen as aggression and I really really want people who are viewing this show and looking at you to understand that it is not okay we are in 2024 the aggressive labels the the the the the black belt and Karen behavior that Mary like exhibited in on that show is very problematic and anybody who who who supports that I even see people in the comment section oh Ro Romania or whatever the [ __ ] his lce whatever the [ __ ] his name is Romania and his lips were defending his wife he can defend his wife from the distance it was really hard in that moment because um I had a lot of I had a lot of respect for Roma as a person though we didn't have a relationship I had a lot of respect for him I guess maybe it's because we're both European I always thought their relationship was very cute but um he said he sent me a text message first and I didn't get it but then seeing him kind of intervene when I wasn't being a threat to his wife made me feel like oh these people don't really see me they think she thinks I'm about to throw a punch right she thinks she thinks I'm about to like really go in she thinks she needs some protection from me you know and um se you do that on the show one thing I've always admired about you even when like whenever you're wrong you have a good ability of saying well I apologize like or do you want me to apologize again like we've seen you do that time and time again we've never seen you throw a fit we've never seen you scream we've never seen you throw anything we've never seen you hit anybody so I'm not understanding why anybody would be expecting that other than because of your skin color that's just just what it is point blank period And so uh another thing too that I felt was a microaggression was your your outfit at the showing now I'mma say this let me let me just say this now Chelsea I love you I love you now you know I love you now when I wear the stuff that you wear to the sh no and I love you I I say this as somebody who loves you would I wear the stuff that you wear no would I wear the stuff that I see everybody else I'm seeing [ __ ] wear ball gowns to the show wins I'm seeing titties I'm seeing belly buttons I've seen so many body parts throughout the season from other women who are on the show but Mary was having a little lamb over your thigh meat showing mind you you had shorts you had okay okay let me just clear this up real quick okay guys we filmed for several months at a time and half the time like we have like one outfit left in a wardrobe that hasn't been worn like it's it's you know it's we try to do our best to put on a show for you guys fashion wise as much as this is a real estate show this is also a fashion show and you guys have given us major props year after year for the fashion we bring I got that outfit and love it love it love it so much forgot what someone tagged the brand I loved it so much but when I put the skirt on I was like oh but on the hanger on the hanger it looked like it' be a cute little length you know tried it on it's like the Dair a made it like three four inches short you feel me you got a lot of motion back there motion back so I'm looking at time and like between running my kids to school and this showing and like looking in my ward be like I've won this that and the other I'm like let me just make my way there let me let me go at least we're professional on top we're a little bit of a party on the bottom and you have to understand we're all very cognizant of the fact that this is a show and we're all very y'all saw me rock that diesel belt okay y'all saw me wear a bra to a showing you know you saw me wear the area bra to a showing y' done saw me wear like plastic like I've worn just about everything so it's never ever been about someone's outfit we all every single person is doing the most and if you see someone not doing the most it's CU their budget doesn't allow them do the most and I said what I said okay everyone's trying to got budg y' hoes ain't got Mary you you or your lamb don't got the bud but but but let's put it like this Mary used a stylist and I do not use a stylist and I've never used a stylist so when we're talking about oh Chelsea puts a little bit too much effort into her wardrobe actually I just go into my wardrobe and pick things that I've purchased you have a stylist pull your clothes for you and you pay them that is not something I've never done but moving forward but moving on my legs were way way too long the skirt was a little bit too short but we all understand that we're filming and we all understand the assignment so I get there and I'm like no one's it's not even going to be a big deal and then to hear that first of all nobody in that damn open house Brokers open talked about my skirt length because they they look cute for camera time okay I don't know there are 10 cameras everywhere everyone's trying to get their best angle ain't nobody cared about my damn skirt number one number two number two we're sitting there I go over to see Mary and she's talking to Jason and Brett and she's saying um we need to talk about company policy and I'm like I joined season five of this show when I watched it after I joined and I saw Christine run up a mad one fashion wise oh yeah I already knew there were no rules oh yeah there were no there were there were no rules because as much as we're had closet as much as we're luxury Brokers we're entertainers and if you don't want to be entertained we wouldn't be on the ninth season of a show so when she mentioned company policy I said [ __ ] and I'mma Be really real with you you don't like me call it what it is you don't like me you don't like me you have never once in your life mentioned wardrobe for for nine seasons of the shot not once and on top of that Jason Bret I hate to speak on your behalf because you guys have voices y'all don't care well but here's the thing can we talk about something else though why are we so worried about wardrobe versus the amount of people that the owner done slept with that work down to the to the damn you know brokerage now I know you you can't speak on that but I can't y'all ran through all the [ __ ] agents down to the [ __ ] office so don't tell me that a scort a score is more important it was a score it was a SC important than employee relations down to the [ __ ] office let's not let's not act like I just feel like while I can understand that okay you're having a showing maybe there but y'all y'all clearly don't have a dress code and there's clearly not a conduct code because if it was one if it was one it wouldn't be all these girlfriends SL almost Baby M down the [ __ ] office how you do let's talk about it let's talk about it period we going we GNA get down to the nitty gritty now we ain't gonna act like this is the biggest concern down to the oppenheim group The no it was targeted it was targeted she had a problem with me and I think human nature will tell you that when you have a problem with someone or you have a dislike for someone any little thing they do will rub you the wrong way yeah you know because um what you also didn't see which I'm going to let you guys know the owner of the property jeff which you saw in the show his wife they live in Manhattan Beach I obviously live in Manhattan Beach his wife is very good friends with one of my best friends we had mutual friends so we already had a very good rapport you understand so um talking about oh you're going to represent me badly I have a better relationship with the owner of the house than you do you know let me ask you a question Chelsea do the do the oppenheim group got HR I've been talking about this for where's the HR well do y independent contractors we're independent contractors so HR wouldn't even make sense anyway see that's the problem that's the problem right there y'all ain't got no [ __ ] HR that's the problem that's why that's why we got we got open H what open H open leg we got open all everything open nobody don't know what the [ __ ] going on y'all ain't got no HR that's the problem to be honest we we're we're independent contractors so having HR would kind of be um redundant just because as much as Jason is our broker and he's our boss um he doesn't control us like typically a normal work environment would so like as much as people think HR HR HR HR it it's not typical in real estate brokerages and um yeah open someone said so Sophia Sophia um Sophia I don't want to Butch your last name but she said that's why Jason be spraying all over the office and that made me laugh so much okay so okay so we got we got Mary and her little L out the way we talk about yeah we got Mary little lamb we got what do you call Roma Romania Romania whatever the [ __ ] let me make it I watch I watched it over I watched it over and are you Peter or are you Patricia are you Roman are you Romania I'm recovering a little bit because I was very sick yesterday but what I will say is sometimes in the moment especially me filming a show and trying to maintain my call as much as possible I recognize that I have um a responsibility as the only black woman on the show to handle myself a certain type of way I definitely try to maintain my c a lot just because I feel feel like everything I can do can be gotten across with clear communication so I try my best to explain and overe explain a hundred times if you need be because I just want I I really want to understand but watching it back and watching the way Roma intruded and then had the audacity to put his hands on me yeah butse I said y'all y'all don't like me for real y'all don't like y'all don't like me for real you really don't like like me just say it you don't like me for real you really don't like me you don't respect me and you don't think I should be here just call it what it is you're upset because I'm crushing it you're upset because some of your your close friends are now closer friends with me you're upset because people actually like me you're upset because I'm a better Communicator you're upset because maybe in a parallel universe I may actually being a better manager than you you're upset for multiple reasons but you're not upset about my wardrobe and you're not upset about the fact that I told you to keep my name out your mouth hold on I think they up wait wait wait wait someone said something here someone said I told someone someone said wait let me say Jolie Jolie Jolie SAR you said Chelsea called herself the only black woman I am not downplaying a man's race I have I have two kids of mixed background so I will never ever downplay someone's race I am a black woman 100% okay right Amanda is mixed and while she is still black she is also white but I am a black woman 100% and nobody will ever take that from me and I'll go ahead to head with anyone that is of mixed Heritage that wants to denounce one side of them to say they're the same as me and and that's and and again nobody's denouncing her race either I'm not doing that either but she's ambiguous on top of being mixed she's ambiguous so the treatment that Chelsea gets is not the treatment that uh uh AR gets okay explain I don't it's not it's not it's not a conversation it's a period yeah like you said period period period and I'm GNA add another thing to the list of reasons why they don't like you you actually be selling homes I don't seen a [ __ ] ring a bell this year this season that I a even see you sell not one home but you want me to believe you so L okay all right so let's get to the nitty-gritty now let's go back back to last season okay last season you have Bri who makes her entrance okay okay two when seasons ago two seasons ago okay two seasons CA Okay C y'all be breaking up the um what you call it you know how y'all do um Netflix the way Netflix film [ __ ] is crazy but um she makes her entrance right here here's my thing I have two thoughts number one when she came in on the show several of you weren't the only person who made a comment about her relationship with my wild not boss hey hey Nick how you doing I ain't Nick I ain't slandering you now I'm going to mention you cuz you part you part of the storyline don't come for me please I'll see you next season or while not thank you Connie now she comes I got to make sure I put that in there I don't want ni coming for me I will get a phone call no I've seen the live don't come for me I'm just doing my job baby thank you all right now Bri comes in and you're not the only person who made a comment about her situation as a matter of fact you know want me to give it 100% yeah I'm just you know what I keep it above B like for all of y'all so we knew Bri was coming in before she came in and we were all gossiping about it we oh my God they're bringing Nick con's baby mom on the show FU oh my God she looks like she's kind of a bit of a [ __ ] we all saying it all of us apart from Mary even her little friend Bri even her little friend hea was saying it hea the best on said on camera she said she was saying it to she was saying it too you know what's so funny because Heather sent me the pie chart that the shade room be posting she sent me the pie chart the shade room be posting um to my text message oh like this is who they're bringing on for those of y'all who don't know every time the sh room talks about Nick Canon they have a a chart and the chart gonna break down the baby M and and the kids she yeah so he was talking about it she was saying how her husband thinks the the situation is weird or whatever whatever everybody was talking about it so when the camera started rolling you know being I guess the Aquarius I am I said Chelsea you got to keep it 100 like you can't be I always try to hold myself accountable so if I ever say something behind someone's back I feel like I have a I have a responsibility to myself to also say it to their face because at the worst the last thing I want to happen is someone come back and say Chelsea's to face or Chelsea's like talking [ __ ] behind your back I just I just I don't fear anyone enough for me not to be able to say this is what I said but you know what my opinion has changed right so when I first came on on the season when Bri first came on and she made her entrance and I said what I said those were all judgments that I take back and I really wish I didn't say because I recognized where it got me but they were all judgments I made prior to meeting her based upon many things what you see online I'll be honest I'm just like I'm just like everybody else like I follow what's going on online I follow um what people are talking about what's current what's trending so I talked about it I gave my opinion kind of because everyone was talking about it and I didn't want to be the type of person I was also a little bit worried that if I didn't talk about it people were going to be like Chelsea you were talking [ __ ] about I was scared that the opposite was going to happen and be like well Chelsea you were talking her but now you're trying to be friends of her let me just keep it 100 I think the hardest part was was I was hoping to say it maybe get to know her and move on from it but nobody else said anything I think everybody else and I respect everybody's stance on it I think everybody else was really intimidated they were really intimidated by her presence um they really intimidated by her nature keep it 100 like when Brie's not happy she'll talk about [ __ ] you up like she'll very much go into like like I'm I'mma beat you down type of thing like she's not she's not the most like easiest person to be on the wrong side of and I think people saw that early so they kind of were like you know what when the cameras are rolling if I just kiss her ass it's going to be easier for me do you do you regret not kind of falling in line with everyone else because again you weren't the only person who said it and I remember watching that season and seeing everybody just kind of out of nowhere just kind of flip and just like oh I love you she's my best friend we're out with our kids like and but you were the only person that stuck with that do you regret kind of just like not falling in love with everybody else okay the human side of me the real side of me forget reality TV side of me does not regret it I feel like I can communicate my way and I have enough empathy to be like I judged you and I misjudged you and I understand where you're coming from and I got to know you and I'm sorry about the things that I said and I'm sorry about the judgments that I have and we can move on from it the TV side of me completely regrets it because she's made my life a living hell since then and I've had to apologize a trillion times to make sure that actually not to make sure of nothing because the reason I am where I am right now um and the reason why I've gone through what I've gone through is because um this is her retribution she will never get she will never ever um live down the fact that I mentioned her situation on camera because she made it very clear that she wants nobody to talk about her situation meanwhile I'm not an idiot and I know that's the reason she was CAU of course of course but let me say this because I feel like there are TB don't worry I'm not giving any more apologies to that woman you're right don't worry about I feel that there are people who misinterpret what you said when you said that creating broken homes is disgusting I feel like people misinterpret that on purpose and say you were calling her family disgusting do you want to clear that up um yeah I can clear that up and like I I wholeheartedly take back that statement I mean look it's a v statement to make it's nobody wants to hear that about their family what I meant by that is you know guys I shared with you in the last season that I come from not necessarily a broken family but I come from a family whereby my parents lived over see so one of I lived in the UK my mom lived in the states and I come from a disjointed family and I struggled with it and it was really really really difficult so I think the the the side of me that maybe lacked a little bit of empathy was like [ __ ] this is a little bit effed up like this is this is this is this is going to be so hard you know however I didn't give thought to the fact that the person may arrest know that this is hard the person may be already trying to circumvent those difficulties you know um so do I take it back I mean listen I'm not a coward I can recognize that something I said wasn't the best or it didn't have the best delivery but I can still keep the same feelings you know and I'm here I was never [ __ ] on Single Moms I'm a single mom right now yeah also too I want to add because I see people saying oh well you got a broken home too now that doesn't negate like people who think they're eating by saying that y'all clearly don't understand English she said the act of creating broken homes is a selfish and disgusting thing to do and so when y'all are looking at Chelsea filing for divorce and thinking oh well you got broken home now too so that you're not eating your plate is still full it doesn't negate what she said and at the end of the day and we're going to get into that later on but at the end of the day Chelsea fil for divorce which tells you she's not in support of anything that would equal into a broken home she's not here for that point blank period I saw a commentary from Bri and the uh Amanda where they were saying oh you know before they got into what we're going to get into but they were saying oh you know for us you know we if our man is cheating on us you know that's another oh you got another one yeah some people are okay with that and some people are not some people actually believe that when you are in a relationship that the other person should be faithful to you and they're not willing to accept that and so for those of you guys who say oh y'all not eating your plate is still full you're not eating okay so let's get into the scene okay because everyone wants to know how how did you guys come to the the fact of summing up that the scene was placed together we see you to keep you want me to keep it really candy pleas do please do yeah you guys come hit up my DMs and tell me exactly what I did wrong when I say what I'm about to say Bri was going to bring Nick Canon on to the show some happened she didn't have a story line she didn't have a story line that was the plan for her to film with him I don't know what happened she told me and she told other cast members that was the plan that was going to be her story line I was not meant to be her story line two TW she got Amanda called her I don't know what happened there Amanda called her off camera mind you gave her a bunch of allegations and um she said we're going to ruin her she came for you let's come for her mhm Bri then told production listen Amanda's not part of the Cass you have to remember that um Amanda's looking for a job she ain't got no job exactly you you also have to you also have to remember that like selling Sunset we we Jason Jason's not have person that really just lets any anybody in like you know he's very specific about the type of agent he wants in his brokerage and if it was so easy for a friend to call me and say hey let me get on the show I would have had all my friendss on the show Jesse you would have been on the show you know it's not that simple but yeah Bri made it very clear that she had something on me which she was aware of told production I don't know whether she told production she had what she had on me or that she just had something on me and that's why they gave her the scene with Amanda this was very calculated it was malicious maybe it was my karma look I'm I'm not I'm not above saying that maybe it's something I deserved I don't know I sit here and I say to myself like God forgive me for my sins because if I deserve that then I got to be a better person you know yeah take your time take your time take your time I while you're while you're regrouping I just feel as someone who has done reality television I was watching it oh was conf sorry sorry to interrupt you did someone confir autum Ripple said did someone confirm this yeah this is confirmed this is confirmed yeah it's been confirmed that she it's been confirmed that Bri already knew what Amanda was bringing to the scene yeah yeah yeah conf it's confirmed yeah yeah yeah but just so you guys know too karma is karma right but then there is reality TV okay production is is giving us a show all right in the real world [ __ ] does not happen like this it was just way too strategic way overproduced like as someone who has been on it as someone who watches a lot of reality television it was it was so clear as day that it was a produced moment I think for for the viewers though a lot of people want to know how how how did something like that hold so much weight with no proof whatsoever I don't know because I think ultimately um this show like and I don't know how to say this but I can only be as kind as I possibly can there was nothing going on nobody had [ __ ] anything and this goes back to the Emma allegation which is so completely false right yeah you run something that is so completely false so disparaging and detrimental to people because there's nothing else going on right so let me just paint a little bit of a picture for you Emma is the one that called me and told me the scene that went down between Amanda Amanda and Bri went down she called me take your time take your time and I remember when she called me I'm my earth like everything I'm so sorry guys I'm take your time take your time take take your time everything in my world like shattered because I realized how detrimental and damaging these allegations were yeah and how many viewers we have so um I thought about it for two days I was sick for about two days I thought it and I said this is going to be a story line yeah of course so I said to production I want Bri to tell me the last thing I want is for this to go around to 10 other people at the office before it comes to me because so you orchestrated the girl moment correct so it wasn't her that really invited you you actually orchestrated that yeah because you wanted to control that moment hey [Music] are you for real I sat there I sat there and watched her be a girl's girl and make out like she wanted to the heads up for a scene that I [ __ ] orchestrated because I knew the flip side could have been a lot uglier worse the flip side could have been you having a scene with Mary then a scene with Nicole then a scene with Emma then see I knew the flip side could have [ __ ] killed me to be honest with you and I said I'm going to have this scene with her and let her tell me the information that she brought here that she conjured up to bring here so that we can dead it and the next time you hear anything about it it'll be from my mouth cuz now you got no reason to talk it again cuz now it's come to it's come to me so you don't have any other reason to talk about it ever [Music] again and that's I say em is a real one because that that that explain that explains Emma's standing behind you and even at the dog funeral which I'm sorry that was the most dramatic ass dog funeral I've ever attended but even down to the dog funeral r the them dogs um you had Emma who went up to her and was like I know like what you did yeah I know what you did she's like stop she's like stop stop I know the cameras are rolling and when the cameras are rolling you like to put on a face yeah but I'm not okay with this Emma said I am not okay with this I'm not okay with you sitting here causing so much pain and then making out like you're a girl's girl or you're trying to help or you did girl girl this whole thing could have been avoided quite honestly this whole thing could have been avoided but she knew she didn't have a storyline and she said all right bet and I said and I said I'm stronger than this moment so I'm going still come to work every single day and handle it maybe you one of God's strongest soldiers cuz I'm sorry someone other said Emma is a g yeah she is she is Emma doesn't like confrontation Emma doesn't like confrontation but she didn't Buckle she didn't Buckle she said she planted her feet 10 toes down and she said you know what no matter what H happens on TV Land I know what happened in the real world and I'm not going to allow anything but the truth to be what guides me yeah I mean and and those of you I see some people saying oh she didn't have a there was nothing really going when you look at this season really there really was nothing going on like there were no homes being sold like and this is not listen I ain't got nothing to do with this show I give a [ __ ] but and this is no shade but I'm gonna get in so much trouble but this is no shade to nobody but I done seen bre you know walk into a how many homes and not sell them you had you had Johnny Football come in and not buy a home like I'm actually a football fan that man did not buy a home and that was her ex-husband and he did not even buy a home for the sake of the storyline and then you have Bri ringing the bell mind you I done seen Brie walking up multiple homes not one but now you want me to believe she sold some land you not about I'm sorry now now now I'm a dolphin you can't sell me water baby you can't sell me water I'm a dolphin baby I'm a fish you can't sell me water okay and so some of y'all need to realize what the [ __ ] is going on okay like things are just being overly produced and and I I said NDA girl this is my life okay this this a't this ain't no little [ __ ] fit this is this is my whole entire existence okay so when I say the truth matters when it pertains to this the truth matters okay so that's just it yeah yeah and and the truth is somebody was like you being a hater baby I ain't got I'm not I don't sell homes I ain't got [ __ ] to I ain't got [ __ ] to hate on I got Charelle Charelle be selling homes like where where is selling Tampa where is selling Tampa where is HR where is selling Tampa Charelle you all in the comment section where is selling Tampa where are the girls who's actually selling homes for the girls ring bells next question next did you forget we're Number One S Sunset is number one selling Sunset is number one and it it it but like I heard you say earlier I mean this season is is basically on your back and so now that we know that you're the one who orchestrated that now that we know that the accusation was baseless there is no proof to that bring the damn liar she's out here like oh my God I did the right thing girl I set that scene tell them tell them tell the people you just tell people I'll be so I'll be so confused with her level of delusion like you knew exactly what you're doing but you know what can I say something I would be totally okay if you're like girl we weren't friends Checkmate period oh my God period period No period Cause I I ain't gonna hold you again we weren friends we weren't friends Checkmate I would period No period because here's a thing here's the thing and and I say this as somebody who loves you we're friends but at the same time this is reality television okay you said what you said she didn't like what you said so I have no like I'm not going to sit here and and hate on somebody who says yo this was my this was my get back season Point Blank I was getting my lick back and then for for her to act like it's not that but then that last very scene is you bringing in a a a a uh Miss Miss hippie into the damn office to have you the last scene is literally you bringing in uh your friend to get her a job like let's just be for real but can we can we can we talk about something real quickly because um till this day you do realize I've never met this Amanda girl in my life oh are we still here are we still here what I've never met this Manda girl in my life and um I'm not sure if you guys saw cuz I saw but I recently saw all the her racist tweets resurface and it yeah all of her racist tweets um I think I have some of them saved on my phone let's see if I can find not Little Miss Thing who about who about black black body parts being racist yeah let me see if I can find them um let's see screenshots okay so yeah I got some of them right here um same she like her tweet said bitter ass bitter Ass N I G G I'm not going to say it because I don't want to offend anyone else non nword saying the n word um honestly these tweets diabolical regardless regardless um I feel like heard y'all want me to believe that I the tweets were a while ago let's see the screenshots oh okay hold on I'm going to invent a line of electronic cigarettes for black people called y'all can see for Sho for yourself here you go one they backwards now chse now hold on now they backwards y gonna have to screenshot and revert it okay so we're going to reverse it okay hold okay now y'all get oh not miss thing in a block hold on let's make let's not hold on now you now chse this is we got kids here [Music] honestly just but what I'm what I'm trying to say is it seems as though this person whom I've never met has a Prejudice towards people that look like me anyway so it was very easy for her to then jump on the bandwagon of let's dislike Chelsea because I don't like that black bit anyway correct you understand what I'm saying let's s that black B bit because we don't like her anyway do you see what I'm saying so it all started to make sense once I started to see those tweets so I was like oh it's not personal it's not personal she don't like she don't like my kind anyway she don't like black you know this was an opportunity I bet I bet she don't like black women she don't like black women's but she like that [ __ ] dick though I bet I don't know what she lies that's why you went to go bu them little black body parts I seen your I seen you miss hippie I seen you miss little little Miss hippie okay I see you little Miss hippie Chelsea can't say it I'mma say it Little Miss hippie we saw that just spread out uneven too but okay so the the non nword using the nword so let's get back on track because then this reminded me of something else there was a comment made you know I know Emma's your friend how did she feel about the the the vanilla comment what comment there was a van vanilla comment are you aware of that I think I heard it what Bri called someone vanilla she called Emma vanilla did Emma say anything about that no I haven't I don't know if Emma's even watched the show to be honest with you but um she said guys guys just just in case y'all don't know and like I don't really care Bri's white okay like she ain't mixed she ain't half asian she's a white woman that c plays a black woman that's but not just that too but not just that but then when she called Emma vanilla she was wearing a blonde wig like she was literally she was she called no um um Sierra Mar said she called Alana B Alana's Alana's um the new agent in the office whom I actually really like she called Alana vanilla but to be quite honest with you I get it some people vanilla refers to someone that's like plain or unseasoned what's your what is your angle not even not even your angle what is your like obsession with people that are not vanilla in your term do that make sense vanilla is what it refers to someone that's pling or Caucasian I don't really bloody know I've never used the term before but what is your obsession with people Alana's never done anything to bother anybody she's very nice she's a good Agent she's new in the office normal but so someone said someone said vanilla equals normal boring sex oh okay okay guys what does vanilla mean let's just ask the audio guys what does vanilla mean basic vanilla is boring and plain doesn't have to be white boring clothes well I I I I'll say this okay Melinda said we should get off the Brie show what should we what what you want to guys what you guys want to hear about next I I guess for me I want to know now that the season is over you know we know you stood on business you fil what you filed what where do we go from here I I do feel while I do feel that this was a pile up on you this season I don't know if I want to see you leave because I mean you still that [ __ ] that's number one but also too obviously like your mental health you know your Wellness is is what's most important so where do you stand I think this all time um I don't know I don't know if I'm going to come back MH I don't know if I'll I don't know if I'll ever be back in front of those cameras um are you in a good place like with I'm trying to stay within the lines because I I don't want to say that would you know but like are you in a good place in order to come back oh yeah absolutely I could absolutely start filming tomorrow and be just fine I'm got listen God God don't play about his soldiers God takes care of those that worship him very well you know and my faith has never moved I've always had my faith and God has really carried me through this chapter of my life I can go back to filming tomorrow I'm just tired of being somewhere where I feel like 20% of the girls see me and the other 80% look past me and I'm tired of being in a place where I'm like worried to like even speak up a little bit for fear of being called aggressive or attacking because the problem is you guys only see a little portion of things and anyone that truly knows me knows that I am not that person I am not that person I got I'm a friend keeper I love friends I love I love girls you guys know I have so many friends none of them will ever say they've ever felt uncomfortable confronted attacked by me I just kind of keep it 100 and then I'll be like babe if I offend you I just want know this all comes from a place of love let's let's talk about it um um what Roma did on the show triggered me a lot because I felt like no other woman would have experience that part from me yeah um the the blood lines of what happened with Emma and the fact that um something that was completely completely false was brought on to the show makes me worried that this is something that could continue that was really foul too I mean I know it's not our talk about it but that was just so random and foul just and just 100% no no proof no whatsoever now we're just calling her a home record I don't know like I I I I said let me call Adam and make a few appearances next seon Charelle please just you just come on the show 100% cuz shelle's real sh keep it 100 been on shelle's been in the Army like she don't really play the whole that's the thing with me right you know sometimes I'd be stepping on these scenes and I'm like I'm like stepping on I'm like you know off camera and on camera I'm very much the same person but everyone else be play not everyone else but Chelle don't be chelle's the same person on off camera I'll be honest with you Melle keeps it you know I understand like she has her own opinions on things and I can respect that but she keeps it what I will say is I saw someone say oh sorry I saw someone say Chelsea forced people to choose a side I said to the girls you have to pick between bre and I let me tell you I have never never in my life told anyone they have to pick between me or this person I would I would love I would love for some whoever said that to give us the Tim stamp for when you said that you never said go ahead you never said it you was that crelle I was it crelle or Emma that said was this or one of them questioned if it was stage or brought to scen on purpose this was the big misconception okay so we're sitting at chelle's house me and andelle I said from the very jump guys I don't care I do not care about how this allegation made it to screen right now I'm literally prioritizing right here and right here that's all I this this the only thing I cared about was not having a mental breakdown like as as someone that has two very young kids it's very difficult to like navigate life while being like mentally effed up so I was just trying to woer crelle and Emma really wanted to know whether this was instigated by Bri because they were very good friends with her they wanted to know that for their own like relationship because they wanted to be like [ __ ] if she can do that to you then she do that to me right I said so many times I was like to people I don't care like me and look me and Bri aren't friends so it doesn't really make a difference like if she did it to me it wouldn't really be a bad thing um Emma and gelle they kind of wanted to get to the bottom it of it and that's where the storyline kind of took a dip because opposed to it being like like let's support Chelsea and help her navigate whatever she may be going through they were like oh I want to see what her intentions were I made it very clear I don't care what her intentions were because I don't care about intentions of a nonf friend you feel me and so so everyone go ahead so everyone so everyone like that has this misconception that like oh I want I asked them to pick a side or I started to question her motives guys remember I set up the scene between Bri and myself I knew her motives I wasn't going to sit down on camera and talk about her motives because I already knew that that was a nonissue me and her weren't friends my friends wanted to get to the bottom of her motive and I respected that and you know what when that story line took dip I said Chelsea you're a real one because this could have been more about you you know what I mean this could have been more about honing on you it actually was kind of really refreshing that they wanted to figure out her intentions because I was able to just like like kind of take a bit of a deep breath and just like focus on me I personally couldn't give a rat to us I already knew who that woman was you know I've been knowing La is a little small Circle it's very small and all you got to do is shout her name on Sunset Boulevard and you have a line of people telling you all of her missteps from 10 years okay so don't let anyone mistake you and tell you that oh Bri bre had good intentions or Emma did Bri wrong it was nothing like that nothing like that or why did someone tag Bri you should tag her because she won't come on live and have a conversation with me cuz already knows that I'll just come with receipts I don't mind having a conversation me and Bri can have a conversation go tell her to jump on live with me we can have a conversation because we'll go receipt for receipt you have receipts you have receipts proving that what her her intentions were to come on scene and conjure this up and also that you were the one so I don't I won't lie and say I have those over text message cuz if I did you guys already know I'm a little bit Reckless on Twitter I would have already posted it I have stuff that you know from production side that I can't really talk about not that it really matters because I've already let it rip and told you guys what it was but what I will say is people's integrity and people's character um rarely goes from cold to hot okay um this is someone that has a lawsuit with multiple people claiming that she is the person I've been trying to tell you she is from day one I've been trying to tell people that this person forget the edit guys the edit is like social media is 2% of someone's life yo it really is such a small portion of someone life this is someone that says she beats up people proudly you know and I sit there and I'm just like huh I wonder if that's going to make it Chelsea I wanted to [ __ ] you up huh I wonder if that's going to make it you know what I mean lot of things don't make scene don't make it to the yeah the the the behavior that someone displays that is really egregious won't make it because it doesn't look good on anybody it doesn't look good on anybody you know we're luxury realtorss at the end of the day and I would say there's only one person that's really uncouth on the on the on the cast and it's her and so those things that are very disparaging towards her won't make won't make it Cassandra is not on the cost primarily because of her I don't even know Cassandra like that you know but she makes very let me stop I'll ask you this people are asking if there's going to be a reunion I don't know I don't know so so you guys have not shot a reunion we have not short a re reunion now is the cast like in a good space to film a reunion I'm like damn this season is kind of um the Alle if they wanted to do a reunion I think there's nothing better than being in the same room and having a conversation I do not lie I told you guys this so many times and I'm I am not above anybody I am not beneath anybody we are all the same but I won't lie just because number one I got a really terrible memory so it's going to catch up to me and number two I don't fear anyone but the Lord Almighty I swear to God so I will keep it 100 and I would love to do a reunion I would love to an unfiltered reunion um I would love receips I would love to sit in front of Bri would you be allowed to bring your receipts though everyone go bring their receipts you feel me everyone's everyone's got receipts I I I wish I wish if y'all G do a reunion I need you to be able to bring your receipts like I need that because I I some Chelsea focus on you and Li what did she did you did what did she what she did is expected you did similar in the past okay right but I'm kind of get to the I'm trying to get to you said what's Brie's lawsuit you can Google her lawsuit like is filled with homophobia and assault to employees that work for her you can Google it it's out there chela you gotta Chelsea you gotta bring in a binder boo you gotta do like Monique did to the ponic reunion you got to come down with your I've never started that's the one thing I've never started I still stay what you what what are you going to do the call please don't do that no no no what are you what are you gonna do yeah you'd have to bring that binder out but said do you know Chelsea set up because she was at the restaurant first waiting for Bri to come because if Bri invited her for jinkx she would have been there first okay so why bosia thank you for being so smart why are you not clocking that I was there waiting oh oh my set this up simple yeah she was you know what the funny thing is about I think she was waiting for me to pop off but she don't know me well enough to know that I never pop off I'm very even killed I'm very even killed she was waiting for me to pop off so she could be like you know she wanted really to get the gacha moment but I was [ __ ] sad [ __ ] like what you want me to say [Laughter] shut up so she had to so she had to emote you know she had to D dive deep and start to emote shut up I give her the reaction she wanted she was like oh Tel's being very Demir right now [ __ ] not what I expected she was like damn you know what she said she was like she said to me she was like [ __ ] this was was this is this was actually I think after the scene she's like [ __ ] the scene that Amanda and I film they're going to make me look so bad oh by the way you know Amanda the girl that she filmed with yes she don't like her she told me and Emma she don't like that [ __ ] but even but but even before her first conversation with Amanda she made it seem like Amanda was like just like a little highby situation yeah she said she don't like she say she she said she didn't like that [ __ ] because she said the girl has this Rich sugar daddy and what' she say about her she said the girl has some this Rich sugar daddy and she's a hoe some she said some she was saying she was that and she don't she's like she's one of those girls that she will do the most for camera she said that on the last season which I didn't watch cuz I only watch the bits that I'm in she said on the last season the girl shaded her and the girl shade Amanda shaded Brie and she was like I don't like her like so which tells me you didn't like her but you brought her on the show so you literally brought her on the show to set me up I get it I took an l call fine it's okay not only that too but this is like totally off topic but at that showing where everybody was talking about your outfit Bri talked about your outfit too but then there's a scene where she's talking to Amanda and Amanda has like this very very this is after she re uh talks to you about everything and the kind of like the Emma Fallout and she meets with Amanda and Amanda had this very she had this Blazer that came up like right where H coochie ends and I just was remember thinking damn so you were saying all that [ __ ] about Chelsea's outfit but this girl if this girl bent down right now like we'd see we'd see her Fallopian tubes like so again it's like no one really cared about my outfit no one car people just be just people just be saying stuff just to say stuff yeah they they they pick and choose if if if Emma was wearing the same outfit it would have been cute as hell you feel me nobody Emma's Emma's the most unpro person um on the cast as far as like she doesn't really like confrontation she's very genuine she's like she just she's a lover girl like she's a good friend she just loves people ain't nobody telling Emma anything about anything any outfit she wears ever because why would you yeah wait um Chelsea clear up the fact that crelle did not know when defending Bri that it was orchestrated yeah I'll clear that up crelle did know Emma's the one that knew you already said that yeah celle didn't know kelle knows now though she knows now ask where she stands now but crelle also you know crelle also understands that like and this is where I say to you y'all like I'm not here trying to play victim I understand that what when you're on TV it's fair game like it's when I say it's fair game it's free game like anything can be said at any moment in time and it's up to you to defend yourself or respond anything can be said there is no checks there are no bounds what whatsoever you saw what happened you saw what happened to Emma which was completely unfair just the most diabolical thing I've ever witnessed on the whole of TV not even having the opportunity to like defend herself but at the point in time Bri's a very good liar she's very convincing sometimes I even be thinking I'm going crazy listening to her lie but you know the thing is with compulsive liar when they do it for so long like it actually you start to believe the things to say you start to believe it so I this is what I said all season like I really want everybody because I also firm believer in the truth always come out I wanted everybody to ex experience and have their own relationship and evolution of their relationship with her because I know where we're going to end up I know where things are going to end I wasn't in a rush for people to be like I don't [ __ ] with her I don't [ __ ] with her I don't [ __ ] with her you know I know where it's going to end up so um no Pelle had she had absolutely no idea so I completely respect the way she navigated things because she had a relationship with Bry so she wanted to really find out did she do this to you Chelsea did she actually do this to you or is this a misunderstanding do you understand she knows now she she knows well yeah I just saw her in the comment section saying I now know so what so are you are y'all still friends I don't know I'm not going to speak for kelle's my best and I love her very open in talking about you want to know where they stand kelle's very open in talking about exactly where she stands with everybody she she she ain't scar child let me tell you she she keeps it 100 every single time if she likes you she likes you she don't like you she gonna let you know yeah period yeah so guys I know I'm sick and celle said we are not friends regarding her and Bri we are not screenshot it guys so you can see it oh Lord my chat done froze I can't see it I'm screenshot it I'mma screenshot it for y'all hold on I got you okay screenshot it for me and then and send it to and send it to me we are not friends period Well I mean I feel like this is a good a good guys I'm a little bit I was I had a FS there I've been really sick so excuse the Ry nose and stuff I just have to do this well I just like this is a good place to leave it at which is listen you've answered all the questions you still have time to think about what you want to do next but I just want to make sure for those of you for those of you guys who didn't catch it in the beginning that we know that you're okay and that the kids are okay and that you guys are going to be okay you know I think there's people who just want to confirm that so can you confirm that for us that um the outpouring of love that I've really seen from my sisters and I'm really going to highlight my sisters specifically is is guys I'm not even on my period and I'm so emotional but um it it makes me so happy because some of the struggles I've gone through people say that they've gone through similar things they see me they're like Chelsea I see you if you didn't clock that I clocked it for you and we're riding for you like 10 toes down we ride it like people are really heavy on the fact that they see me and um it's a nice feeling and I'm okay and um I don't reply to all my messages and sometimes I ignore my social media for like days and stuff like that but it's okay it's okay you ain't got to be on here all the time um but um I'm going to be fine I struggle a lot not going to lie to you and I wish I could like just like skip two month and just come out and be like on top of the world but um yeah I'm going to be fine and I'm sorry I keep crying no I I want you to know this no matter what people say online you will always receive love in person I I can tell you I'm pretty sure you can confirm to me that with all the seasons that you film this show you've never had one person come up to you like ah didn't it's always love it's always love at the end of the day this is a show for entertainment and people will leave comments and they will tweet they will make their content also for entertainment but at the end of the day just know when people see you it's always love we we have true true love for you and as a black women's during black women's I stand with Chelsea black women's month I just want to tell you that we are very very proud of you there are a lot of moments on the show where you could have lost all your composure and it's so clear that you're not just composing yourself for for yourself but you're doing it for all of us and so I want to tell you we all see you we all love you we all got your back right now the comments and all that they they they're heated but baby trust and believe that energy will not stay when we see you we see love we love you we appreciate you and we're most of all very proud of you you've been on this show you've been selling your ass off you sell homes [ __ ] okay you sell homes all right you come into the office you sell your home homes you're a good mother you're a good wife you're a good person you're a good friend and I just want you to know that no matter what these comments say you are deserving of everything great Under the Sun I don't care what anybody says in these comments I want you to know that for sure for sure for sure do you know that I know that period period I love you guys I love you per guys Melinda Emma celle I see y'all body and they crystal clear I made magic with these H watch them disappear uh-huh big old rain drops in my ear if you going name drop let's get it clear JBS I just turn the water on you never saw before these [ __ ] chasing me like water